Through Fire and Flames

Well Daniel came today and had lunch with us. He gave me $100 for my birthday and reminded me about our deal.
In 2006 i told him i hoped to go on a gap year after year 12 and he said that if i got such an amount of grades that he would buy me a round world ticket.
Now i asked him again exactly what grades i have to get and he said, 2 A's atleast. 2 A's = a world round ticket and a eurail pass, one A = the world ticket. Im also allowed no C's only B's and A's, which im pretty confident i can do this year as i have a new study system which i found really helps! And has been reccomened for me.
Im so excited for this year and also sooooo nervous! But with im going to cope as much as i can, if i have like a party a weekend i'd be able to cope for sure, because ill probs have a free period during the week, which is 70 mins where i can do some extra study or my homework! And i shouldnt have ike a billions shifts because my boss said hes going to talk to us soon about our preformance over the last 3 months.... =S

Anyway about my mood, im so much better, i think i just needed that day to kinda cry it out and talking to Dot on the phone helped =) I kinda got over people asking me about it so i told them just to ask Brenden. Im 80% sure ill be okay with being around him at school and stuff, just because im fine now, but who knows..... I do still want him as my friend too.

Anyway im talking to my dear Adam who i miss so much! And when he gets back i get to have coffee with him AND the lovely miss Lily =D
Ummm picture, yes none today i put most on disks so i could free up some space, but ill double post next time, xoxo (lol gossip girl, im kinda getting addicted)