Boys, Buses, Music, Gossip and me....

'...When the routine bites hard

And ambitions are low

And the resentment rides high

But emotions wont grow

And were changing our ways,

Taking different roads

Then love, love will tear us apart again..' Love will tear us Apart by Joy Division

Ahhh its friday..... Todays temperature was 32! It wasn't really that hot..... to be honest i didn't even feel sweaty, you didn't really need to know that but i don't care =P

Anyway this friday was unlike any before, i had 2 periods, but unfortunetly i had Lit p1 and History p4, now might i add i had my mentoring class yes, but let me tell you i will NEVER EVER go to one of THOSE again, worst and most boring 70mins of my life.....they repeated the same things we learnt a camp -_- Anyway i spent p3 with Chris talking nonsense, 15mins of that was spent talking to little Cameron, he's so cute! He was telling us how he and his little girlfriends avoided playing table tennis...... already getting the girls, LOL... =P

Anyway i really zoned out in History and was on the verge of falling fast alseep, until Chris knocked me and said 'Lou, don't fall asleep!', he saved me embaressment though and note missing.... -_-

Anyway i went to shoppo with Chris, Adam and Jack.... Had a fine old time, laughed alot, got Pauls present and some new skinny jeans for me =D i love them, they're so nice and they're size 11! Ahh i love it =D

Anyway, my plans for this weekend =)

Saturday:

-Wake up around 11, make breaky, watch some tv

-Shower for work

-Work 1 to 5/5.30

-Walk home, get costume ready

-Shower and dress for party

-Go to party

-Party hard and drink =D

Sunday:

-Get picked up from party

-Recover.....

-Attempt to do some work.....

Ahhh awesomeness. Hopefully i remeber not to drink all my beer, and put it in my bag to save for Pauls =) I will drink my cruisers though, as they're the awesome GUAVA kind =D

Anyway im off, enjoy you weekend and be jealous of mine if you can be there with me =(

Kisses xoxo

Morning walks, talks and me....

This morning i woke up early (just in time to answer the phone and talk to my old principal, fun. he still calls me Louise) I had my rice bubbles and got ready to walk to school with Tash. We had a good walk and go to school just in time for some quick chats before english.....

School was pretty boring, then i had period 3 and 4 off, i waited for Dot to have period 4 off so we could hang out for a bit, which meant i spent period 3 with Chris and Iopu. We had a great talk, shared some knowledge and they teased me about bagles..... The lunch bell went and Dot and i headed off to catch the bus. When i got home i washed the dishes and did some hospitality work..... boring!

Anyway i caught the bus home and i was nervous but i sat at the front, so even if HE was there, i think i would have been safe......

Anyway heres that picture of my new dress i promised.... plus a pic of classic Louisa and Nick =P

Mornings in the city and a day with two of my favourite people

Woke up at 7.30 this morning, showered and caught the bus to meet Jai for our breakfast in the city. I met with a woman who i organised to buy a dress from and then we headed off to a restraunt at Fed square. Was quite expensive if i do say so, my meal cost just over $20! Jai and i shared, so i got pancakes AND an awesome egg, onion, tomoato and chive combination on bread =D
When we got to tafe for our meeting, everything was kinda messed up, so we spent time with Claire (our last years teacher) and our new teacher Rosie, who explained the course outline and how things are going to work this year..... Information OVERLOAD -_-
Anyway we got back to school just in time for period 4 but sadly were a little late, so Adam, Nick and Andrew convinced me to ditch and go to boxhill with them.... Not good i know, but i cbfed going to school for ONE PERIOD! And it was psych and i was SERIOUSLY not in the mood for it.... bad Louisa i know =S
Anyway Andrew ditched so it was me, Adam and Nick, just like old times =) We talked about random things and they taunted me about not buying them slurpees (umm ew!) Then Nick ditched for Issy and Adam and I went to meet Chris.
Got home around 4pm, did some homework then had an early dinner...... Wow major fun =P
Anyway i dont have period 3 or 4 tomorrow, which means a mid-day bus trip...... im kinda nervous about that, im going to sit at the front of the bus no matter what, im too scared of sitting at the back by myself! And how am i not to know if he'll be there or not, its just too scary!

Alright im off now, ill post a pic of my new dress another time, as mum took it away to wash....
kisses xoxo

Short times, naps, picnic bars and me......

Well it's sunday, and on sundays i seem to always have work (not next week, should be quite hungover from partying =D) Anyway todays shift went pretty fast! In no time it was 1pm and i was waiting for Hayley to turn up..... When i got home The Wizard of Oz was on TV and i watched like the first 20mins before i fell asleep. When i was awoken by dad we were already at The Emerald City. Dad sent me to my room to relax. I fell asleep straight away, and woke up at 5pm in time for dinner.
I ate 3 comforting mini picnic bars after dinner, as i forgot to take my break at work (in other words, i was on a break through out my shift, as no one was at Golo today =D) and was pretty hungry still.

About that thing that happened to me on friday, im basically putting it out of my mind, trying not to think about it at all. Thank god i can't picture it (not like i try to!) Anyway, im still pretty scared about catching the bus by myself at odd times..... like that happened around 2pm! so everytime i get to go home early i'll freak out, thinking ill meet him again! Oh what to do......

Well tomorrow Jai and I are off to talk to Felicity at Tafe to FINALLY get all our information. So we're going to have breakfast in the morning, and hopefully i can go meet a lady about a dress i wanna buy. Its pink and has black lace =) Anyway because school finishes at 1.50pm, im not 100% sure we'll get back in time for p3, doesn't matter for me as its a free! So annoying though.

Anyway im off, kisses.....

Something i'd rather not say.........

Well today on the bus home i was flashed and violated. How you wonder, well some complete random guy comes and sits opposite me (i was sitting by myslef at the back of the bus in a four seater) I thought 'Hmmm thats weird, wtf dude theres like what 60 other seats??'
Anyway i smile at him trying to be polite, anyway so i get out my book and start reading, though while my eyes were pointed in a DOWNWARD directiong i say something which i REALLY did NOT want to see....... yeah! Anyway the bus driver took FOREVER to get going so i had to sit with this guy for like 5mins, it was disgusting because he was jerking off right in front of me!
Anyway i got off outside Sion not being able to sit there, freaked out of my bones i ran down whitehorse road. Tired like hell and crying i got a lady to wait for the bus with me. Thankfully i got home 20mins later! I so repulsed that some would do that! -_-

Anyway im still pretty shook up about it. Mum bought me a necklace to make me feel better... which it sorta did but i still wish i'd gone straight home and not bought lunch or atleast hung out at school for awhile.......bah

Ahhh sweet relief..........

Well i did it and he said he didnt feel the same way, but i'll admitt i actually prefer it this was because i love having him as my friend. And its anything but awkward as we walked around boxhill for another hour after =D

School was more boring then usual, psych was hard. Im kinda stuggling, but thats kinda partly because Mrs. Thornton speaks a mile a minute! Mmmm bah. Anyway after that i had 2 more periods and then went to boxhill........

I had really nice chat with Liz on the phone, we havent done that in FOREVER! I missed talking to her so much when she was away, and lately at school we've missed eachother alot and at lunch she arrives late so doesn't end up sitting near me =(

Anyway im off to finish my tea and do some homework, while hating Dave.
kisses xoxo

Just another fucked up night

Well i was yelled at again and everything was like normal, though this time she actually made me go to my room, because i actually yelled at her this time. Im so over this i was really steamed. And about half an hour after the whole affair Dave comes upstairs, knocks on my door and demands an answer to why im acting this way towards him, i told him its exactly what i've been telling him for the last, mmmm well how ever long i've been talking. I told him not to speak to me any more, unless its really necessary. I hate talking with him, it's pointless and useless! We're brother and sister, not friends, and i have a feeling thats what he wants..... if its something else i really couldnt care less. I hate Dave and thats as plain and simple as it's going to get.
Well friday nights a no as mum and dad discussed it and agreed it wasn't a good option, but what i didn't get was why mum said 'oh and i also think next saturdays not so good either', i was like WTF, its Emma's 18th bday party, which i was lucky enough to get invited to! Why would that be a bad thing?? I've been to an 18th before! and i put it on the calender at work that i wont be avaliable so WTF!? Mother confuses me to no end!

Anyway about my day, no i didn't say anything, i think telling him somewhere where no one we know will be around, sounds like an awesome idea. So i'll tell him when we catch the bus to boxhill after lunch tomorrow =S I nervous but i'll figure something to say with Tash tomorrow.
I really hope it goes well, because theres no light in my life at the moment, everythings dull and dark..... no wonder im always on fucking edge!

Well i still have some homework to do, so this is where i'll leave you.... no more new photos, but supposedly ALOT of people read this, so hmm, i really only know of a few people who have told me about this, but seriously i dont care if you read it, i do this for a reason..... but come on, theres a little thing down the bottom for a reason..... this is directed at you Nick, u profile stalked =P but seriously the comment love is sweet =)
kisses xoox

My day of slight relaxation

I had period 1 and 4 off today, so i got to sleep in AND go home at lunch. Well i woke up an hour earlier then i wanted to, and woke up to Daves ugly face staring at me while i made my morning tea. I know sibling rivalry is ineviatable, but seriously, HE'S REALLY FUCKING ANNOYING.
I seriously cannot stand to be in his presence any more, all he does is call me a dog (he says when i talk i make dog noises) and tells me the most random fucking shit imaginable. I can't stand it, he's even getting on mums nerves, and thats a hard thing to do unless you've disobeyed her or pissed her off.... I really want Dave to move out, but i know he never will. I'll move out before he does!
Oh and dont even get me fucking started on him calling me depressed! He starts that NOW. I was mopey for like what 3 weeks over the summer holidays and he says that now. I DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND! And just now when i say this to mum she says 'Well you probably are, he would know', seriously WTF! I know Daves been depressed and probably still is, but SERIOUSLY.........BAH

Ok thats off my chest but it hasent made me feel any better, and with this whole crush thing! Im giving up as he hasent realised yet, i might tell him, but seriously if he hasent realised, why bother?! I've been told i've been VERY obivious, and that fact he hasent taken the hint maybe shows he doesn't like me that way, so why make things awkard by sharing this feeling i have....
Anyway whatever.........

Well school went pretty fast today as i only had 2 periods, i saw hardly anyone and hardly talked. All i did before school was think thourghly about all the shit that happened so far this year. What happened to this great year i was looking forward to? I really don't understand. I really just want it all to end. Oh and ;et me remind you of the fucking 2 weeks where Dave and I will be alone when mum and dad go to Vietnam, how will i survive. I can't go to friends houses, i'd feel to guilty and i love being at home alone, i just wish they'd take him with them!

Alright thats enough for now...... im still waiting on mum and dads answer about going out on friday with tash n adam and probably nick when i ask..... They have to let me go, otherwise i think i will murder Dave, really the bombs just ticking!

Bah on it all!

Ok i feel like im going insane.....this whole huge crushing thing that everyone but him is aware of, is driving me crazy! I think ill just go hide in a dark hole somewhere till im like 21........oh wait then i've missed out on 3 years of drinking and my gap year, hmmmm.......................

Oh also theres my Dave problem, he's really driving me crazy, i think i'll actually kill him soon if he doesn't stop talking to me. All his fucking pointless questions and fucking annoying useless information is driving me up the wall. I've tried ignoring him, i've tried nicely asking him to shut up, i've tried screaming....nothing seems to get through to him, so i've just decided ill kill him when the time comes. Ok we all know THATS not possible, but he's high on my list. I hate him and the funny thing is, now i cant WAIT to move out, just so i can get away from him, because i know he'll be living at home for a LOT longer than i will!

Lol my emotions seem to match my hair. Got a positive reaction to it today =) which was really nice, and also i brought the T-Bar petition to school and we got the majority of yr 12 girls and will be getting parents to sign and then to Mr. Right we go =D

Hmm with this information i just got from Adam i may as well just tell he-who-shall-remain-nameless how i feel and just go with the awkwardness that follows. As i've been told i've been desperatly obvious. I really dont like it, its driving me crazy feeling like this. I want something to happen, good or bad. Crushes annoy me.

Well im off to make some dinner, xoox

Pancakes, hair dye and me

Woke up around 7.30 this morning, made pancakes and headed off to work. When i got home i got my hair dye out and lathered my hair up. I left it on half and hour to long, making it go crazy red..... Im not sure if i like it or not. Its crazy red! Its in between bright red and darkish red. Its a bit over the top. Hmm i like it but i dont think ill keep it like this, i bought some light brown dye too so i might put that on later (after mum goes to bed....)

My day was uber boring, i was on time to work, but Daniel was 5mins late! I couldnt care less. I worked till 1pm, but around 12 Daniel talked to me, talking about my progress. He said i was going well except for that day 2 weeks ago, where i made 10 VOIDS! I seriously was like oh my fucking god! I was in panic mode, he gave me a verbal warning, but seriously that will NEVER happen again! Also theres an investigation going on at work as someone last week put a perfectly good curtain in the bin, because they were to lazy to fix it or they didnt know what to do. I was like shit i worked in that section! I didn't do it, but if someone doesnt own up by the staff meeting on tuesday, im going to be included in the investigation, which will freak me out!

Anyway im off...... heres a pic i took of my new look, which will hopefully be darker tomorrow....

Cameras, photos, sleep, work and me.....

Last night i had a need to take a specific photo, i actually got it! But once i took it, i realised what it may look like........

As you can see, i cut out a heart and made it look broken. Im not even sure what made me want to do this so badly, i just really needed to. But know my heart is FAR from that, its actually beating quite fast for a boy. It will cope if its not cared for back, but it will not be broken again, not for a long time (and hopefully never again as it husts like hell!)

Anyway, my day was uber boring! I woke up at 8.30 and couldnt fall back to sleep -__-, so i went down stairs made pancakes and did nothing. When i got to work, i was doing stock and it passed quickly, which was awesome! I hummed all day and day dreamed while putting my stock out. I walked home thinking about how ill style my costume for Emma's 18th, im so excited! I LOVE dress up parties! Im planning on getting Emma a tshirt...... a unique one. Something truely Emma =)

Till next time, xoxo

School days = my sleepy bordom......

Well its friday, meaning tomorrow is the weekend, oh and its also Valentines day... yipee. Seriously though i've been asked by two people if I wanted to do something with them and really i regret not accepting it, but i know i'll be uber tired from work and also i have alot of homework to do.... lame i know, but seriously, the guy i like has no clue and last year i spent valentines with a guy whos so different now its not funny (it is a little but whatever!) Oh and for your information last valentines day wasn't a date! It was just two friends going to the movies (we saw Jumper =D) Yeah so im going to watch some movies...... mmmm

Anyway..... we had school photos today and TBH it was very sunny and warm, making every one sweat, it was gross! But i can't wait for the photo, it's gonna be awesome =)

I was so tired all day, im pretty sure it was my body needing more sleep, i had two glasses of wine last night. UBER bad idea as i was physically, as well as mentally, drained and the wine really didn't improve anything! Once i did enough homework, i crashed in my bed and went straight to sleep to have some whacked up dreams. In my first dream (yes there was more than one, but this one is vivid!) Everything was rosy, like i was wearing rose tinted glasses. And i was walking around school but no one was there, suddenly i walked into the gym and the whole schools watching me...... i didn't understand, until Iopu was pointing at me, and then to the microphone. I walked up to it said hi, then everything went dark... someone kissed me on the cheek, the lights came on and they were all gone. So i ran for it. And weirdly i was in Chandi Dasa running up the road past those coconuts. I woke up with tears in my eyes. Once again, whacked up dream. It was casket wine, maybe thats why....?!

Okay im off to get a glass of red (as mum just said i could =P) and im going to watch a DVD if i can. Happy fucking Valentines to you......

Why?

Im now even sure why, but its the way i feel and as i've said 'It's eating me inside'. For those who dont know, too bad you can't know this one detail (as i have no idea who reads this.....) Something shall be done tomorrow. but i have no idea what will happen and im so nervous! I shouldn't be as i can just forget about it I suppose, but everything about this idea just sounds and feels so perfect.

Anyway enough of that, i know officially HATE learning about the brain and have become too confident. its kinda scary how good i am at pretending =D

Oh and this is for Adam, as i forgot him.... which for me is a hard thing to do because he's just one of those people you can't help but not love! He's one of the sweetest, most kind and gentle people i know. He's one of the only guys i know who opens doors for you, gives you his seat and all those other gentleman-ly things. I hate when he's mad or upset, so i try and make him smile (by either poing/tickling or just grinning at him for long periods of time =P) I really don't know what i'd do with Adam, he's just someone i can trust completely. We have weird conversations, they're half serious half insane..... but i wouldn't give that up for the world =) Adam's like Nick, he's my best friend and will forever have a place in my heart.

And here's his picture.....

I am the yellow princess.......

Today google weath predicted it would be min 12 and max 19, and yes i did feel it! Wore my blazer to avoid it. Anyway Tash, Iopu and I walked to school (for the last time i think with Iopu, as he's moving to dandenong =;( ) Anyway we had a good talk and got to school at 9, coz i was like 20mins late to meeting them =S

School was boring as usual, I yawn throughout my classes and concentrate little, as I have someone on my mind....... Im trying to forget it, but i can't, this boy is one of a kind. Oh I dont know, Dorothy's the only person who i talk to about it, man she's good with this, as she knows about it.....crushes are anything but cool........

ANYWAY................ I got uber confuzzeled in psych this arvo as Mrs. Thornton went 100miles a min, luckily Rob and Ellen were on board and helped me, otherwise I would have been fucked. Im just going to read over my stuff and try and do it...... lets see if that works!

Came home and mum had done 200 more brochures for me, leaving me with 200 to do, which i finished in no time =D Glad that THAT particular thing is over, I can now concentrate on readin the Kite Runner and doing some psych work.....

Well im off to do some psych work now as mum and dad are getting grumpy towards me, because they expect me to do it every night, but we all know that doesnt happen...... =P

Something for you............

As today lacked in interesting stuff im going to give you my view of these amazing people....
They are in NO particular order, it just happened this way (so no biting my head off!)

Nick - Well what can i say!? He's one crazy guy.... But since we met i've felt nothing but utter true friendship towards him, i feel like i can tell him basically anything, and sometimes i tell him things i wish i haden't but i know i can trust him. He's like a good brother to me, he sits right next to Daniel in my heart. He hurts me like a brother (which i happy give back =P) but i know he doesn't mean to cause me pain or suffering, he just does it to annoy me.....

Dorothy - Now heres someone who i treasure, she is such a bright light in this dark world we live in. She makes me laugh and smile all the time, making it hard to be in a bad mood, by just saying Yeah Boi my mood is lifted. No idea what i'd do without this one, we can share anything and i know that she trusts me with things, as i do with her and shes basically helped me through a dark time in my life and was there for me.... I love her.


Tash - Now what do you think when you hear that name, well i hear amazing, wonderful, beautiful, crazy, brilliant individual. Tash has been my best of best friends since the begining of high school, when we met on the bus. We've never had a fight or been mad at one another (that i can recall, dont think we have....) She always makes me smile and laugh with her crazy quirks. I dont know how i would have coped high school with out her, she helps me escape and brings me back to reality..... Shes my sun!

Camilla - Hmmm how to start....... Lets just say me and her have had our huge ups and downs, but funnily we've always come back to being good friends. But thats in the past i suppose. We're so alike people continuely confuse us (no idea WHY but they do...) We have such similar taste in music and movies that we get along like fruit and cheese. We can talk for ages at a time and usually dont shut up! I know shes always there for me......
Ellen - Now this is one amazing person. We've only been good friends for what... two years now and i would'nt change that for the world, shes just so unique. Ellen can tell a story and do nothing but laugh throughout it and thats what makes her so amazing! She's a wonderfully funny person and very caring and thoughful. Ellen is so pretty, im sure she doesn't even know it, but it just reflects he beautiful personality.

Kate - Now heres a girl who knows it all. Kate is such a unique person i sometime envy her for it. She usually knows exactly what she wants and knows how to achieve it. She's a lovely person who i wouldn't leave, i can talk to her about alot of puzzeling issue and trust her with alot of things, i haven't told people. She amazing.



Hannah - What can i say, she is the most sweet, kind, lovely, shy, brillant, wonderful person ever! Hannah is truely one of a kind. I've never met another girl like her. She has this beauty about her which breaks though her quietness. She was one of the only people who wanted to be my friend when i had none. I really don't know what i'd do without her. You can be sitting in complete silence with this girl look at one another and start laughing, thats her magic. She also finds ways to make fun of weird words..... one such example would be roundabout, she said it like 10 times and it sounded so weird after the 6th we just didn't stop laughing! Shes very special to me.


Chris (or English Boy =P) - I've only known him for a short time but im already captivated by his awesomeness. Chris is one of a kind, a true lover of music and an all together funny guy. Whatever he does it makes me laugh no matter what, if its doing a funny voice or just saying something normal all i do is smile and laugh. He's such a wondeful person, i can't see a time where i wouldn't want him as a friend, he's just one of those people.


Liz - Now here's someone who i seriouly cannot see myself living with out. Just her pure Lizness keeps me going. She's always there to listen and give judgement and i hold that judgement very high in my choices in life. Shes helped me through some tough times and usually backs me up in things. I know i can rely on Liz for just about anything and i know she feels the same towards me. There is not much more that i enjoy then a good old bitching session with Liz, we have a neat flow to our bitching which makes me all giddy and mean......

She's just one of those amazing people im thankfull to know.



That's all for now, love me or hate me for this, but its what i think.

Yours Louisa

Chills, toast, music and me

I woke up today quite cold...... this is so weird coming from that over 40 heat wave we've just got through..... so weird -__-

Anyway, i got up with enough time to eat 1 piece of toast and shower with enough time to spend 5 mins waiting for the bus to arrive...... Had a good bus talk with Iopu and Tash, which we havent had in FOREVER! And when i got to school i did what i normally do.....

Anyway school was soooo boring, specially english as all Mr. Leask seems to do is talk! I dont mind it too much, but i wish he'd write it into notes we can copy down....and then history, omg...no no it was quite good actually, i love it and my confidence made me answer more questions and im even attempting to do some of the homework for it later =)

I stayed for period 3 (having a wonderful time with Dot =D) and then caught the bus to boxhill with Chris, discussing our back packing plans, as i invited him to come....thinking it would stregthan our friendship and also he has sooooo many contacts, but the main reason is that Chris is an awesome person and im honored he accepted my invitation!

Anyway we walked around for ages and i introduced him to the wonderfulness of the bubble cup =) Was very cold, not that much of a good idea.........

Oh for your information, i've kinda given up on communicating with that certain boy, he doesnt seem to try and im growing impatient, i may say hello, but i seriously give up incuding him in conversation, he seems to be content with a particular someone, helping him fill his time.....

Well im off to question mum about dinner and ask Adam what he's thinking about....

Tea, hot cross buns and me

Well the weekend has finally ended, making me think about and do my homework and organise things for the week. I wont have work till next weekend (im working both days again 9.30 to 1pm on sunday, which means if theres a party on sat ima little fucked over again =P)

I got all my photos from camp, all 230 of them, on my myspace as facebook would only take like what 60?? Stupid facebook -__- *scowl*

Anyway i havent had as many comments as i want, but when do i ever get THAT! But still i got 12 from Jai which was impressive =)

Anyway............ Work was boring as today, there was next to no people in Golo, but then evil Indian family came in around 3.30/4ish and all i could think was 'Fuck, mother fucker, not now i was just relaxing' They pissed me off like usual and i was short with that pushy little girl..... OH AND THEN, fricking asian lady came in with her son, who ra around messing with everything (specially the dvd display i had JUST fixed) and then took a thousand years to get to the registers, heres the thing she was close enough to looklike she was being served but not close enough for me to serve her, specailly as she was yelling in asian to her kid... anyway, i was like do i do a closing call.... can i.... would it be rude if i did.... i was getting pretty pissed by now, then when she finally decided she was ready to make her puchase it wasnt what she wanted making me make a void which pissed me off EVEN more. Anyway she went away to get the right thing, so i made my closing calls (10 mins to closing, fin-fucking-ly) Anyway she comes back with the rigth thing, and has some pretty messed up looking book for her kid, i though...why do you want this? its not that great quality... anyway she buys it and goes away, and just as i make my last closing call the kid comes rushing back, by himself might i add!, asking for a refund on the book. I was seriously about to say no, but my manager hayley came up and he asked her and for some reason she did it... had to i suppose. I thanked got at 5.10 when we finally shut shop, i locked off the roller doors n Hayley unlocked the back door for me and i was gone.......

Anyway heres some pics for you to drool at......

P.S i LOVE Kenyan tea =D

Camp days............

Are nearly always awesome. Year 12 camp was always on the edge of it. I was having an over awesome time, talking, laughing and sharing. But other times i was like, 'wtf i am getting pissed off' and 'whoa im uber bored.......'. I found out alot of things i never knew before and it helped my understand it all more, but there was still that underlying boredness and pissed off-ness of worry and anger. Anyway i had a great time! Spent most of my time in the boys cabin, just talking and playing =D...... I shared my cabin with Dot, Tash, Emma, Nat and Ellen. Might i say that my room mates in G8 were the best EVER! So much fun =)

We basically sat outside each meal time, and i have to say it was much better because, 1. it was pretty quiet! and 2. we had tons of space!

There was this little nature church down the path a little and it was a prime spot to talk.......and smoke i suppose (as that is what it turned out to be...)

Each night i was out late talking with Kate and Adam (and Dot one time!) and as 11pm was the curfew, we broke it both nights. The teachers didnt seem too bothered but they did get a little mad, but just told us to go back to our rooms.

Anyway enough about that, today i had work, spent 2.5hrs doing recovery, which i thought was bad, but Worbz didnt care and was just please i finished it.... =)

After work i had lunch and then the family and i headed off the the Cousins house. It was Sally's and Fiona's birthdays so we gave them their presents and celebrated =) I havent seen them in ages and they made it known! Having been in Africa thats all the could talk about and thankfully they brought out their Kenyan tea (which i want more of!) which made everyone more talkative =D The older crowd in the room talked about travel and past events. Dad took tons of pictures, reminding Nanna she doesnt have a recent photo of my family, then Granddad said they had a picture of all the kids, where my dress made me look pregnant. It was so funny, but hurtfull all the same. All i did was laugh, but as Sally said sarcastically, 'How to improve a girl self esteem'.

I knew he meant no harm of it, but still...... i just laughed it off though =)

Anyway im off to watch Billy Elliot....heres some camp pics..........

First Day of School

'...Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,

and I say it's all right

Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter

Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun

and I say it's all right

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces

Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun

and I say it's all right

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...

Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting

Little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,

and I say it's all right It's all right....'Here comes the sun By The Beatles

That has to be one of my favorite song by the Beatles..... It was also the first song i listened to this morning.... was awesome =)

Anyway today was the first day of school and to be honest i think it was one of the best.... I walked to school with Iopu and Tash which was great =) Then i got to see everyone at school, like Emma, Dot, Chris, Hannah, Ellen..... It was really nice being able to talk to them again =)

I laughed alot today too, my over confident showed itself alot =P

I had next to no food to eat, but luckily people shared =D

Psych was my one and only class and it was pretty boring..... but i worked through it =)

I decided that i dont want to talk to Brenden just yet as i got kinda mad last night and decided against it. I dont know. I dont really care, i got my DVDs back though (thanks to Nick!)

Ok im off to read Breaking Dawn or talk to people on msn, so xoxox Louisa

Last day of my summer holidays.............

Well heres how it went, i woke up at 5.30 quite hungover. I didnt really judge how the alcohol would affect me the next day. I was more than recovered once i had my shower around 11, to get to work at 12. When i got to work my boss Daniel set me to work, fixing everything and making it look nice (that was my task for my shift) For some reason Dylan didnt turn up for his shift so Daniel had to call in Hayley and i was set to be on the registers. It was one of my worst shift EVER, omg the people today were so annoying! Like this indian family who brought me a box asking if there was another like it, and i said "if theres not another box where you got this one, then we dont have any", now i thought that was pretty straight forward, they got kinda mad because one of the cups in the set they wanted was broken, they said they didnt want it so i took the box away and put it on the counter behind me. I start serving other customers and the next thing i know theyre right behind me taking apart the box to see whats inside. THEN they left it there, with half of the stuff over the counter and went and got ANOTHER kind of the set from where I told them it would be! OMG i wanted to hit them!
Then there were the annoying people who decided they didnt want an item even though id already scanned it, making me have to delete it from the sale which made me make 8 voids! Which Daniel was dissapointed in because we're only allowed like 2 to 4 per day! or shift i think...
I was MAJORLY pissed off!

Anyway, you may ask why i was hungover this morning....last night was Bridgets 18th birthday, I had a really great time and talked to alot of people (they were mostly last years year 12s) i really wished i'd talked to before...... I basically spent the whole night with Dot and Tash, i love them =) I just continually drank, which probably wasn't such a good idea, but its not like i was slurring my words or stumbling about, though as always when i walk when im drink, it feels like im sliding my way towards where im going....very weird, but cool =P

Tash and i will be walking to school tomorrow morning, which im looking forward to =D i love our walks because we always have the greatest talks =)
Update most probably coming tomorrow
xoxox