You ain't nobody until you do what you want! - The Fonz

I love Fonzie, he was so cool and always knew the right things to say. In otherwords i LOVE Happy Days =)

Well ok let me tell you about my saturday. I got to work at 8.30 and Hayley was already there (thankgod! Because if i sat down and waited for her i would have fallen alseep) I counted the float with Haley (ie all the shops money =D) and then set up, she got me to collect all the loose items around the shop and put the into baskets, then for the net hour and a half me, Dylan, little Hayley and Tim returned the returns. Now that might sounds boring, which it was! But that wasn't the worst part of my day. Hayley then set us to finish the rest of the stock, which means finishing my tomato boxes, 200 cans to be put out =O GAH Wasn'y actually that bad, i just had to make room where they already were, and put the rest onto the over head =D
After we finished the stock and i went on my break, Hayley gave us; a bin, a broom, a dust pan and broom, a cushion in a plastic bag (because it was from the shop, and would be sold after, gross i know but who cares) and a basket to put any returns i found. For me she directed me to personal care and told me how to lift up the bottom shelf, so i could sweep underneath it. I was like okay...... -_- It was horrible! I got dust bunny look alikes all over my nice clean black pants! And sneezed ike 8 billion times! Anyway i got to pets and i was like half way down the shelving units and i unpack the bottom shelf and start sweeping, and what happens next a fucking black spider speedily crawls up my arm, i see scream, smack it off my arm and jump back.... into this woman.... Well she starts screaming at me... she swore a couple of times, making Hayley come running, Hayley attempted to calm her down and she just ended up walking away. Serious WTF, anyway i was red in the face as i had been spluttering sorrys for like the last five mins, Hayley said 'Try not to freak out so much time, it was probably freaked out because youd just destroyed its home'. She was right, so i went back to work, sitting further away from the shelves now though. I hate spiders.
Anyway finally 1pm came and i got those sweet words, you can go home now Louisa. =D
So went home did some homework an waited for Jeremy's call. Sadly the boy forgot to ask his parents if he could come over, so they said no. I understood as mine would have done the same thing, silly boy. So i basically spent the whole night talking with mum, whoo.....-_-
Actually wasn't that bad, was talked random shit, like old times =)

Anyway i have to go get ready now as im going to Jeremy's this afternoon, still have to do the washing up, coz i made pancakes.....they were awesome.
Kisses

Laugh and the world laughs with you, snore and you sleep alone - Anthony Burgess

I didn't have school today as it was aths day and i decided not to go, as i wanted to catch up on some study. I realised being home alone is pretty boring and that study gets uber boring after awhile!
Anyway i didn't do much otherwise, i had work at 4.30 and was on reg, so i didn't really have to do much..... Some asian lady and her kids majorly pissed me off, so i was all angry for like an hour! ZOMG wanted to murder her -_-
Ummm not much else to say, other than i had awesome pancakes for breakfast =D AND watched Kill Bill, i fucking love those films =) Makes me wanna watch Pulp Fiction again......

Well thats like all there is to say, other than work might be having stocktake next week, which i REALLY dont want to do, as i have sacs and shit to do during the week, hopefully they wont need all us casuals =S Hayley said if it is, that it'd be monday and weds 4 til 11pm i think she said, i was like no way am i doing that! I have school!

Anyway til next time, kisses

And so it goes on......

Well mums still avid about me being grounded while they're away. I am trying, seriously, like if theres an 18th i wanna go! Also i want Jeremy to come spend time with me, so i can relax and forget about the evilness which is year 12..... Anyway the last two days have been pretty boring, i ahd two periods yesterday, period 2 and 3... I saw next to no one, i left straight away and arrived late.... I went to Maccas with Chris, Erin and Matt, where i ate waaaaay too much and came home and slept for like 2hrs....not cool. Staff meeting went on forever and i got home orung 7.30, once again mum wasn't angry...-_-
Anyway i actually had a sorta full day today, i only had period 3 off, where i talked to Hannah McKenzie about some puzzeling issues. I feel at the moment i am so out of the loop with my group. It seems like im never at school and if i am, i dont really talk, im either distracted with thinking and planning or im trying to work..... I feel very antisocial =( Not cool i know....
Anyway today was pretty boring, it went pretty average speed, didnt feel long or short, it went quickly when i wanted and slow when i wanted.... Interesting i know....=P
After school i met up with Jeremy and talked to Carl and Dot for awhile, before they had to go.... Jeremy thought it'd be cool if we went to the old brick factory, so i was like, okay that might be fun...and interesting, Tash had been before and said it was cool, but creepy. Im like whoo -_-
We walked around for awhile, but mostly just talked and did bf/gf stuff =$ Anyway we kinda lost track of time, then had to get bread for mum, making us go to coles, as everything shuts around 5.30/6pm....(wtf seriously, people buy shit then! Specially after work =P)
So i got home around 7.30, mum didn't care, as i had sent texts explaining, but said that i can't do that when they're not away, and i said, what about having Jeremy over here on weekends, and mums like, not if your grounded.... not cool -_-
I kinda give up, we'll spend the majority of the holidays together.... it'll be okay...=( =S
ANYWAY, i need more money, im working thursday, friday and sat AND maybe sunday morning even though i made myself unavaliable on sundays..... no sure what they'll do about that...=P
Well thats all for now, im off maybe to watch a movie as its House Athletics tomorrow and i CBF going, as its going to be cold and i need to do some study, fucking test.....-_-
Might be going to visit Jeremy at school with Dot and Elissa though, no idea how or when thats happening, it'll be cool if it does, gets me outta the house and means i get to meet his friends =D
Til next time kisses xoxo

It is not a bad idea to get in the habit of writing down one's thoughts. It saves one having to bother anyone else with them - Isabel Colegate

Ahhh today was good =D
I had 2 periods, and for a monday thats fucking AWESOME (as we finish early anyway =P) Anyway Dot wasn't feeling so well so she came and had lunch with me at boxhill then came to mine, and we went to the park and talked. We discussed things i would have rather not told, buit it was nice to tell someone! As someone else knows anyway -_-. I had my hair cut at 3pm, and it looks awesome! Its bacially my old hair but shorter and a different fringe, i really like it =)
Anyway went to the op shop with Dot before and picked up 2 records, i basically picked them up for their fucking awesome covers, but the music sounds cool. They're; Bawdy Ballads, the guaranteed life of any adult party =P and Down Memory Lane, some really awesome ones on there like Danny Boy =D
Anyway Jeremy and Martin came and had coffee after my hair cut, and we had a nice time =) Gosh i <3 those boys, so funny! But so mean to me! Anyway, Dot got a cigarette roller, which is SO cool! And Jeremy rolled one =) So cute!
Anyway i got home n mum wasn't please but i made up a pretty good excuse if i may say so myself =D
Well thats all, oh except for the fact that i have a FUCKING HOSPITALITY TEST which i have no idea what to do for, i've got around 70 to 80% on the last two assignments so im going well but the fucking test shall be fucking hard as! =(
Til next time, Kisses =)

Ahh weekends.....

They have become basically a time for work, catching up on homework and seeinf Jeremy =)

This weekend i saw Jeremy both days and had work both days. Went to Jeremy's house and met his parents, theyre really nice. I also met his Nanna, shes so sweet! We talked classical music at dinner, it was awesome!

Today i had work then headed off the Dots, they didn't practise today, as Dot wasn't up for it and Carl didn't come.... Anyway we watched Slumdog Millionaire, which is a fucking awesome movie =) I got lifts there AND back which was freaking awesome =D Dave offered (yes he actually offered!) to drive me to Dots, i was quite impressed =) Then Martin gave me a lift home =D

Man i love sundays, and now i told work i can't work on sundays, so i get to sleep in =D

Anyway not much to tell (or that i will tell, my life will be kinda pointless to write about now, as i wont share much....) I feel like im drifting from my friends though, must do somethingabout that, or spend less time with Dot, which really is the last thing i'd ever do, i love her too much =D

She really is one of my best friends, she was there for me at a dark time, and made me all the better and she's given me a wonderful gift, and i don't know how to thank her for it.....=)

Anyway im off, but here's some pics of me and Jeremy, they're so cute! But of no enjoyment for anyone but me =D

Its all slightly okay.....

Well things have cooled off at home....... i think i freaked out a bit...=S anyway i've realised a plan, all i have to do is the angel child i once was and get on mum and dads good side and it should be okay =D Anyway.... not much else to say, other than i actually did talk to Dot and Jai about thinking of moving out, but i've decided that i couldn't do that..... i could but i realised i dont really have to, my reason was kinda stupid.....

ANYWAY, schools a bit better i got a fucking A on my lit sac =D Take that! That really improved my mood! Also mum and dad were impressed =D Which was a MAJOR plus!

Im doing better at school, i just find im very quiet in class, i like to fucus more in class, like today i was in full 'pay attention' mode and Adam and Emmett kept distracting me, by either drawing on me or nocking me about -_-, i got truly pissed, but still managed to get all my notes down =D win for Louisa i think =D

Umm not much more i want (or feel like i should) write about, so heres a photo from sunday of me and Jeremy =D

I like this boy too much =S

I don't understand..........

How did i go from being the golden girl, to this rebellious teen that my mother dislikes and feels the need to hate on?! She just told me that im grounded while they're away, i.e no friends over or going out, it goes 1. schoo, 2. work, 3. everything else, i get that, thats how it is (though some things over take work =P) but the thing is she thinks i dont have my priorities straight and ignored me when i asked how she knew that, getting the reply 'Im your mother, of course i know'. I dont understand how she cant have faith that im controlling my life and that i have a balance! She doesn't get that, if i don't spend a certain amount of time away from home i will go INSANE. When school started i didn't have someone to fall back on, to constantly tell me to keep going, i have that now..... i also have another group of friends who help me forget about school. She says she undestands this but thinks its distracting me, which it probably does every so often, but i do know that this is one of the MOST IMPORTANT years of my life, and that i really do need to focus, but if i focus and not socialise all year, i will actually fail, because i am a social person and rely on that to hekp me keep focussed! She doesn't get that, and the fact that lately i've made her feel like im usuing her (i.e telling her when things are happening instead of asking....and lifts ect..) AND breaking her fucking camera (even though that wasn't 100% my fault!) she hasn't had the best opinion of me, and i get that, but what i don't get is why she wont even try to see my point, she keeps going on about how when she was my age she blah blah blah, I always say, 'But mum its different now!', but she just ignores me! I dont know what to do!
I just dont want to see her any more, i hate living at home.... no no, i dont mind it, i just feel like shes making this year even harder but making all these rules and restrictions when finally im getting invited to the parties, have a boyfriend (oh and dont even get me started on that, she told me tonight, 'when i was your age and i had a boyfriend my mother told me to ditch him. And you know what i did?! Ditch him!' she basically told me to dump Jeremy!) and am finally living life how i like it to be! And when she goes away Daves going to be incharge of me! How am i going to survive?! Im not allowed any one over and if i do have someone over he'll just go blabbing to mum, he wont come pick me up either! Or he might but like once! I hate my life at the moment, really the only time i like it is when im with Jeremy, talking to Dot at school or out of school or just trying to pay attention in class.
I dont think she realises just how happy i am right now and how slightly destressed i am! I just dont understand why she never put this pressure on Dave? They never made him finish school, they never made him study or do his homework, really i can ever remember either of them telling him to do his homework! Its just so unfair! It makes me so angry and makes me cry! I just want this year to be OVER. Or to just not live at home any more! thing is thats really not an option, where would i live?! I have a feeling friends would say come live with me, but i couldn't do that! It could ruin the friendship and it would be so unfair on their parents, also theres work, i'd hate to not live close to work and have to get lifts there and back and always rely on people to help me..... i hate this so much. Oh mum used the 'If you dont like it, go live with Granny', like thats even a fucking option, yes its up the road, but i'd be under even more strict rules.
Life is so completly fucked up for me at the moment, when i have something so good going. I dont understand!

'..Hold me close and hold me fast
The magic spell you cast
This is la vie en rose
When you kiss me heaven sighs
And tho I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose
When you press me to your heart
Im in a world apart
A world where roses bloom
And when you speak...angels sing from above
Everyday words seem...to turn into love songs
Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be
La vie en rose..' by Louis Armstrong

I listened to that song when i got off the bus this afternoon, and all i could do was smile, it reminds me of someone very special to me =)

Anyway, its monday and school was boring, had Lit first and that was crap and boring, i was quite distracted and non-functioning =S Any period 2 came around and it was time for my sac, i went pretty good in my opinion =) I just babbled on and wrote a speech as my opinion piece =D
Funny thing though, Jeremy replied to my text halfway through the sac, so Dot was like coughing up a lung to cover it, so funny =P
Im pretty sure i aced my psych sac (if i dont ill cry) as i studied before hand and missed only 1 question which will probs give me a B+ or maybe and A if i get all the multiple choice right (which will be funny if i do =P)
Anyway went to Boxhill with Dot, hung out with Carl and Matt for awhile and did stuff, then i went home to do some homework, whoo!

Let me tell you something though, the woman i call mother is a crazy one, she's all mad at me yesterday and now she talks to me as if theres nothing wrong, or so it seems -_-...... i dont get her at all... But anyway, she told me im basically fucking grounded when they go away in May, which sucks balls! Im still going to go out, but probs only have Jeremy over. Ill for sure get in trouble after, as Dave will blab to mum and dad, but i cbf caring =P
Ummm not much else to write.... other than life is totally boring untill i talk to him, well not really, i adore my talks with Tash, Dot, Adam and Nick =) But nothing compares -_-
ANYWAY, hope this filled your bordem... kisses =P

Sunday....how did such a nice day turn into something so bad.....

Well today finally came, i went to work, did next to nothing for 4.5hrs and then went to Dot's house for band practise =) They sound sooo good, be jealous that you weren't there if you weren't =P We watched The Girl who leapt through time, which Carl and Jeremy partly RUINED! Evil boys make the worst jokes -_-....... I got laughed at alot for being with Jeremy, don't care love it theyre just jealous, and their on going jokes are getting kinda funny =P
Anyway somehow it was like 6pm and i was like shit mum wanted me home half an hour ago..... Neither Martin or Carl had enough gas to take me home so i had to call mum -_- She's furious about it, but seriously i have a pretty good exuse for wanting to spend time with these amazing people, i've come to realise that theyre sort of an escape, theyre so out of everything weird in my life (well cept Dot, but shes too awesome not to be =D) I know that doesn't sound the best, but i really like these guys theyre awesome, and Jeremy.....geeze *blush* seriously brightens my day, he says hi and i gleam..... i had a very dark summer and it kinda kept going (even though i thought i was happy.....) even when i felt happy, for no reason sometimes i'd cry..... weird i know!
And i suppose i made excuses and shit....bah. Anyway i know its been a short time but i really love spending time with them all, they're so kind and excepting, and i just love listening to them =D And the fact that everytime im with them i get to stand next to this guy im dating, is just an amazing added bonus =D Im really happy when im with them =)
Sadly though, everytime we're together i piss my mother off, like last sunday i stayed at Dot's till like what 10pm! I was like 'So? I dont have school tomorrow, whats the problem?' Well she hates it, what with me breaking her camera, annoying her to no end, making her feel like im using her and getting a boyfriend, she's decided that i shouldn't do this and that it will affect my school, thing is i dont think she actually understands how happy it is for me to get away from everything and how hard school is. Im really struggling with it all..... exspecially psych. Mrs. Thornton is a pretty shit teacher and the fact that EVERY fucking lesson she chooses those boys to read (they cant fucking read properly, they're slow and laugh thoughout it all! I swear i've learnt nothing, when the mid year exams come round and suddenly i fail, i know im going to drop it and pick up some other subject, can i do that?! Anyway i hate school right now, theres nothing good about it, its hard, stressful and the fact that all i feel like i do nowadays is sit there and think, isn't so cool!
Anyway, mothers now not talking to me, not like im trying to talk to her, i feel like i cant even tell her this coz she'll just interupt me and get mad.....oh and moving out isn't an option as i don't want to be living far from work...... i cant wait for the holidays to come....no wait i cant wait for this year to be over, so i can escape to Europe.......

Anyway theres my update for today, i had a really fun day, but my night was crap.......I hate crying so much...........
Til next time........

Punctuality is the virtue of the bored - Evelyn Waugh

Oh my saturday already....wow this week went fast, or so it seems, wednesday took for ever to come, thursday never seemed to end and friday should have lasted longer......
Anyway i havent bored you with my life since wednesday night....hmm well thursday was a VERY dark fucking day (not literly) I was so very distracted and everyone kept asking me if i was sad or about to cry, like wtf seriously do i look that sad when i think?? I got period 4 off which was nice, but i didn't do much homework.... went to work (4.30-7.30) Was for some weird reason on reg, even though Hayley had already been on it for 1/2 an hr.....so weird! Anyway when it came to closing time, the FUCKING door wouldn't shut! But luckily for us a man was able to fix it =) He was nice... Anyway manager Hayley counted my till and found it had an extra $29.75, meaning i'd either short changed someone or charged them for something i shouldn't have.... Well fuck me, i was still at work by 8.15, mum was SUPER mad and called Hayley some unmetionable names (as its not the first time i've been kept back for awhile, usually its because Hayley needs help counting or is taking it slow....i dont mind but it is annoying...) Anyway mum was already furious and this didn't help -_-
I was on the verge of tears so i just went to my room and went on msn.....homework forgotten..

Ahhh friday was actually very nice, i woke up around 6am, as i had tossed and turned all night, played solitare till 7am, then showered and got ready for school. There was an assembly so i had to go early even though i had p1 off..... Also not doing my study the night before wasn't a good idea..... and i didn't make my english cheat sheet so i did it p1 instead. Didn't do much for it though as Dot wanted to talk to me -_-, it was a good talk..... I like our talks we get things out...
Anyway had my practise psych sac, i didnt totally fail at the mutiple choice =D but the short answer questions, i sorta sucked! Anyway i was happy that ended because i didn't really pay attention...=$
Then it was 12pm finally and time for my FUCKING AWESOME LIT POEM!!!!!
If you weren't there too bad, as i cbf typing it up.....also it needs the pictures, i kinda stuffed up a bit while reading it (specailly as i kinda forgot to prepare for thie =S) but it was mainly my cold.... I got them to draw witches as the analysing part of the poem assessment, Ms. Grahem liked it and drew a cool witch on the board =) I got a healthy amount of loud claps at the end and sat and talked to Milla..... Liz and Brenden were sitting behind us and we were taking to them (I know right, we're actually talking every so often now =S) I coughed and Liz made the infamous comment about our joke (if you don't understand that too bad, or ask me even!?) And we laughed =D Adam destroyed Brendens rubber and threw them at me and him (as he was directly behind me) Finallu the fucking bell went! But unfortunetly i had my Year book meeting so i had to stay for lunch, everyone left as their english class had been cancelled =( Year book meeting went on all lunch...... i caught the bus though and cleaned the house.... yip

Anyway Jeremy met me at boxhill with Martin as he wanted to say hi, had a nice chat then we headed home. We spent like the whole night talking........ Mum dislikes that i too him up to my room (like we were gonna hang out downstairs when my room is this awesome!) And said im not to take boys up there any more *rolls eyes* At 10.30 Martin came and picked him up and i was alone again =(

Saturday.....had work at 8.30 did recovery for the majority of it -_- and was the back up reg operator.... work went pretty fast, but seriously i was more worried about going home to my pile of homework (which im avoiding right now =S) and the fact that it was FUCKING POORING with rain and that i had neither an umbrella OR a fucking jacket..... ahh stupid sunny morning *scowl* Its still coming down hard...... bah.....

Well there you go, i've got work tomorrow as well (9.30 til 1pm) then ill rush home change and head off to Dots with my cookies =)
Till next time, kisses.....

Ahhhhh no im sick =(

As much as i like that boy damn him giving me his cold -_- =P

Today i had my Lit sac, which compared the film to the play, i went a little off topic and talked about camera angles for a bit =S But i think i went ok..... Had enlish period 2 which SUCKED, english isn't fun any more..... damn Ms. Minear -_-
Anyway i had period 3 off, so Dot and i went to talk.... we had a good talk. Period four went fast but felt like a fucking life time.

Had my date with Jeremy this arvo. I was so excited n jumpy (fucking Nick kept messing my hair up this morning -_-) Dot waited with me for him and talked to her friend Andrew, next thing i knew there he was =) We went to Gloria Jeans and he gave me my present (a matching anklet to his =D)
It so weird how much we have in common and how much we get along, i really like this one =) We talked for ages....which was so nice as we havent had alone time since sunday (which wasn't really as Dot n Carl just left us alone finishing Ferris Bueller =S lol
He's coming over on friday and its so cute he's nervous about meeting my parents, so cute!

Anyway enough about him =P Life is too hard atm, but things are looking up.... i haven't smiled this much in ages and its lifted my mood so much =) I dont get annoyed as easily, even that annoyance from the other week has gone away, i just laugh at it now =)
Til next time, Kisses

Quietness, homework, distractions and me

Ahhh tuesdays.....i had a really bad sleep last night, i slept on the sitting room fall and fucking froze! Oh and at 7.30 when i got to mum to see if she'd get rid of the fucking huntsman, IT WASNT EVEN THERE! Spiders are so fucking evil -_-

Anyway i only had 2 periods today and got the morning off, though i woke up at the same time i usually do.... anyway i got to school with time to spare, where i was bombarded with questions about a certain boy.... I was distracted and quiet through both periods as i was in deep thought, everyone kept asking if i was upset (seriously do i look that sad when i think??) i said no n kept on going. I had to look at Mikey a couple of times today, i just scowled at him. Im still so pissed off, if he ever dares to talk to me again i will kick him in the balls -_-

It was the Bush Fire concert today, which Liz and Tash organized, it was awesome, Max and Jack played two songs, one by the black keys i think and their own song 'The Awesome Song' =P

I helped collect money and stayed for all lunch.

When i walked up to the bus stop, i had missed it and there wasn't another for 20mins, so i decided i'd walk half the way home, bad idea i missed another bus and ended up walking the whole way.....which wasn't bad as i missed my morning walk with Tash =(

Anyway now i finally did my English essay AND my tafe project! YAYAYAY

Also i get to see Jeremy tomorrow =) Mum and Dad 20 questioned me about him, so annoying....but i guess it had to happen *rolls eyes* But anyway stuf about him isn't for you, so =P

Alright im off, kisses

OH MY FUCKING GOD

wow two posts in one day =P
Anyway there is a fucking huntsman hanging on my curtain right where my head usually rest, in my bed. I just noticed it and ran outta my room like lightening. Fuck they're creepy -_-
Well anyway now im on the fucking floor in the sitting room, im even more made as i made my bed this arvo so its got that nice, unslept in feeling. WELL NOT ANY FUCKING MORE!!!!
Bah....... -_-

Anyway as i said before, my day was so totally boring, but my night turned out sooo much better =) Well you all should know now that Jeremy and I are dating =D He's just the sweetest, blah blah girly moment blah blah girly words n giggles.... there =D We really just clicked, amazing how that happens isn't it, you find connections with someone and next thing you know, they're all you can think about. He's making me re-fall in love with jazz, ahhh how i missed it. Swing Kids helped but i only saw that once, and yes i do have the soundtrack, but its just not the same =(
Im seeing him on wednesday =D So excited.......

Mmmm anyway....... as i am VERY uncomfortable right now and wanting my bed, im going to play some games online untill i become sleepy.
So til next time, kisses xox

Ahhh another sunny monday spent inside my prison....

The truth is rarely pure and never simple. - Oscar Wilde

I basically spent my whole entire day inside, either doing homework or cleaning a bit. Mum wouldn't let me go play cricket at Chris' house (which i was so excited about), which also meant i couldn't go to the movies =( So i did homework instead, and after 5hrs, a nap and about 3 teas, im still fucking going! I was interupted though, by facebook, texts =) and msn =S, yeah i wasn't very focused, thats probably the reason im still going..... Oh and on an even sadder note, im down to my last fucking doller! Im basically out of credit and a certain boy i really cant be bothered talking to has texted me like 5 times today (wasted credit much!)
Anyway im doing my lit essay, which is basically pure shit in a typed format =D, its probably the shittest thing i've ever written, but seriously im uber unfocused, its such a nice day and i was kept in my prison =( I did go out side for a bit to highlight more quotes, but much good that did, i needed sunnies and Adam till has my only intact pair -_-

Anyway i know your all anxious to hear about my most awesome sunday, but sadly i really dont want to tell, its really between me and the amazing people who were there (and one who left for like 3hrs to go to work =P) One thing you can know is that i am being bagged for my american accent (=O what? i know!) and that we watched shaun of the dead =D

Till next time, kisses =)

Dress ups, Broken things, Drunken people and me...

Yesterday was my last swimming sports EVER, not really that sad, it was crap like it usually is. (also this is the first time i've gone since yr 7!) Tash and i dressed up as Streeton School Girls (which is blue house!) it was pretty cool and we looked cool, as in the picture.....

After swimming sports, me, Jai, Chris, Andrew, Kate, Nick, Jack and a fucking asshole called Mickey, went to boxhill for lunch. Well i had mums camera and was taking photos of people. Mickey asked if he could take a photo and i said alright, because im nice (i actually didn't like Mickey before this happened and now i want him dead! Anyway he starts filiming and annoying me so i ask for it back, Mickey refuses and when i went to try and grap it he let go and it flew out of his hands onto the ground where it broke! I was furious! I now have to REPLACE or PAY to get the fucking camera fixed and Mickey, as his ankles broken or sprained or something stupid like that, isn't working at the moment and can't give me money. Anyway now mother wont talk to me and orders me around as shes majorly pissed off.

On a brighter note, yesterday was also Paul's 18th. It was pretty awesome, alot of drunk boys were there (LOL Ry, Josh, Daniel, Zack and Emmett) Anyway mum made my skirt and it was HUGE and poofy! Every one said it looked really cool....I love it =D Anyway there were atleast like 30 people there and i knew basically all of them =P I gave Paul a Flaming Lips CD, which i hope he likes, he should as its the one he told me to get (though that one had a DVD with it...) I hardly drank anything too....i did have work at 8.30 this morning though -_- Dot brought her friend Jeremy along (we all know that story....) and i spent the whole night with him, hes such a sweet guy, and but such a DAG. =) hehe. I also got to meet Martin FINALLY (now i've met 1/3?) He seemed cool, but i don't think he liked me much.....just the way he looked at me, i wonder what i did....? The party kinda started to slow down around 11pm, and when Paul cut his cake, lovely speeches made by him and his bestie Ed, Paul cut his cake, smoked in front of his mother and sprayed us all with tomato sauce -_-, was pretty funny.....=P

Well that was friday and now its saturday, and i had work at 8.30 this morning and it was HORRIBLE, i was SO BORED. I had alot of people come all at once just ONE TIME. Anyway im so glad its over but i got home to a still pissed off mother, which was awesome! Anyway one good thing is that i got a text which made me smile soooo much at work, kinda made my morning =)

Alright im off to watch more Be Kind, Rewind...kisses

Fucking Melbourne weather -_-

Anyway i got yelled at for not updating everyday, so here you go

It so fucking cold now! I dont understand, a week or so ago it was so fucking hot and now....seriously WTF! Bah anway, im just complaining because my awesome warm pj pants ripped in my hungover sleep and i dont really have another pair. Well i do but they're uber stretched and shit, so now im just left with my trakkies (which i never wear because they make me look like an idiot...)

School is soooo boring at the moment, i seriously hate going to it, i do enjoy my free periods though, as i spend it with good people, i.e Hannah, Chris and Dot =)
Lit and history are good, because i really enjoy the subjects but seriously they're boring and without the people in the class i like, seriously i'd do no work..... and dont even get me started on fucking psych -_- Had my first SAC today and i pretty much stuffed up half of it. I'll get a max of a C, i'll be uber suprised if i get a high mark =P

Also at the moment there are like 6 people who i actually like talking to. There is one person in particular which i just can't stand and the way they act around me is so ANNOYING. Every one of their actions just annoys the shit out of me and i really want to tell this one person what i think of them. But the thing is i cant. I've had too many good times with them and they probably don't even notice that they've pissed me off majorly. That is because they dont really take anything in as they have no perception of people feelings (if you have an idea of what im talking about, yes i do kinda hate this person a little....no no just major dislike) Oh BAH on it all -_-

Anyway im fucking freezing and im excited about swimming sports tomorrow =D
Ill post pics if i take them =)

School, tea, singing and me

'....Young Love

Never seems to last

Far too young

Until they have a past

Playing games

People move so fast

You don’t need eyes to see

If someones got a heart of glass...' Young Love by Mystey Jets

Yesterday i was still sooooo tired from saturday, i passed out on the couch at 4, woke up to Adam msning me. Went to bed until 6, ate dinner then went straight back to bed and woke up at 10 and went back to sleep. Monday morning and i was still uber sore and tired so I caught the bus with Tash instead of walking.

At the moment im just really drifting through school, i dont have as much homework as i feel i should have or thought i would have....... it kinda freaks me out =S Anyway tafes still a little skrewy but Jai and i are trying to stop it....=S

Im so excited about Pauls party on friday, which is after swimming sports (hopefully Tash and i will be dressing up =D) Im going as an acid trip, well im going to be wearing a psycadelic tutu skirt (which mums making for me =P), a shimmery silver singlet of mums and probs my black hoodie =D It shall be AWESOME =D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D

Everyones talking about it, i feel so special, as not alot of people are invited, i feel Paul and i are a bit closer now, he feels good enough to spill his fucking drink on me twice (its ok i got him back for the on purpose one =D) But im so excited =D

Anyway, the weather is fucking crazy...... and im pretty sure that bus full of people know i was wearing pink undies today.... yeah this is awesome.

Anyway kisses im off, btw peaches in brandy RULE and $3 bottles of alcohol are a must =D

A party, drink, talks and me

Ok so last night was Emma's 18th birthday party, and might i just say, that girl knows how to throw a party =D i Came dressed as a Mod (not a true Mod according to Emmett, who kept calling me Brenden for some reason, which later turned intp Adam....violent prick, i slapped him so its ok =D) I spent basically the whole night with Kate, as we haven't truely talked in ages (I thought she was mad at me, or that i'd done something.....but no)

I drank non stop, annoyingly some one drank 3 of my guava cruisers after i'd had 1! I was so pissed off, i bought those! Anyway i drank a crap load of random beers =D

Kate and I were talking to this awesome cutie names Tom, who was friends with Simo. Simo was pretty drunk and was CRAVING a double beef n cheese, which made me want a cheese burger. Simo had like $5 so we all got into his car (with Tom driving as was the most sober, as i dont think he drank anything....) So off we go....TO MACCAS. The boys pumped up the music and made us deaf. When we got to maccas you could only go through the drive through. It took forever but it was TOTALLY WORTH IT. Double beef and cheese is so GOOD =D Anyway we went back to the party, which was kinda getting slow. Kate and I sat with Tom and Maddie for awhile and i nearly fell asleep on him =S (he wasn't that comfortable as he was wearing a motercycle jumpsuit!) Anyway Maddie and i started running around and then stole Chris' tent, we laughed for 10mins, then i sorta passed out. I woke up, supposedly around 6/7ish, and talked to Chris for awhile. Maddie had ditched me when i fell asleep... Anyway for the next 2hrs everyone was just getting up.

Heres some photos, to see all of them see my myspace =P