Well today finally came, i went to work, did next to nothing for 4.5hrs and then went to Dot's house for band practise =) They sound sooo good, be jealous that you weren't there if you weren't =P We watched The Girl who leapt through time, which Carl and Jeremy partly RUINED! Evil boys make the worst jokes -_-....... I got laughed at alot for being with Jeremy, don't care love it theyre just jealous, and their on going jokes are getting kinda funny =P
Anyway somehow it was like 6pm and i was like shit mum wanted me home half an hour ago..... Neither Martin or Carl had enough gas to take me home so i had to call mum -_- She's furious about it, but seriously i have a pretty good exuse for wanting to spend time with these amazing people, i've come to realise that theyre sort of an escape, theyre so out of everything weird in my life (well cept Dot, but shes too awesome not to be =D) I know that doesn't sound the best, but i really like these guys theyre awesome, and Jeremy.....geeze *blush* seriously brightens my day, he says hi and i gleam..... i had a very dark summer and it kinda kept going (even though i thought i was happy.....) even when i felt happy, for no reason sometimes i'd cry..... weird i know!
And i suppose i made excuses and shit....bah. Anyway i know its been a short time but i really love spending time with them all, they're so kind and excepting, and i just love listening to them =D And the fact that everytime im with them i get to stand next to this guy im dating, is just an amazing added bonus =D Im really happy when im with them =)
Sadly though, everytime we're together i piss my mother off, like last sunday i stayed at Dot's till like what 10pm! I was like 'So? I dont have school tomorrow, whats the problem?' Well she hates it, what with me breaking her camera, annoying her to no end, making her feel like im using her and getting a boyfriend, she's decided that i shouldn't do this and that it will affect my school, thing is i dont think she actually understands how happy it is for me to get away from everything and how hard school is. Im really struggling with it all..... exspecially psych. Mrs. Thornton is a pretty shit teacher and the fact that EVERY fucking lesson she chooses those boys to read (they cant fucking read properly, they're slow and laugh thoughout it all! I swear i've learnt nothing, when the mid year exams come round and suddenly i fail, i know im going to drop it and pick up some other subject, can i do that?! Anyway i hate school right now, theres nothing good about it, its hard, stressful and the fact that all i feel like i do nowadays is sit there and think, isn't so cool!
Anyway, mothers now not talking to me, not like im trying to talk to her, i feel like i cant even tell her this coz she'll just interupt me and get mad.....oh and moving out isn't an option as i don't want to be living far from work...... i cant wait for the holidays to come....no wait i cant wait for this year to be over, so i can escape to Europe.......
Anyway theres my update for today, i had a really fun day, but my night was crap.......I hate crying so much...........
Til next time........
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hey louisa, that was a nice blog:)
ReplyDeletelol, we love having you around, and i know exactly how you feel about the guys. i love them to bits. without them, i'd be screwed.
it's always hard to be independant, especially around our age. parents don't know whether to keep protecting us, or to keep away. try bear it out as best as you can, things always turn around. luck you have jeremy!... not really. twat. :P
don't cry darling. remember, we're always here for you, no matter what.
thanks for the cookies! they were yummers:)
love you dear.