Traditions are group efforts to keep the unexpected from happening - Barbara Tober

Ok well its ENTER day, i didnt exactly get what i wanted (pretty dissappointed tbh) but it doesnt really matter as William Angliss doesnt accept on your score, so thats a bonus (i dont think they would have accepted higher than what i got...but maybe they would, who knows. All i know is that i tried SO HARD, and what did i get?....anyway....)

Let me tell you about my friday night. Ahh much excitement, went to Taylah's 18th. I wore my paint splatter dress and kate and i wore heels that KILLED our feet, seriously, we took them off when ever we sat down =P We were like the 5th people to arrive, was a bit awkward.... Most of Taylah's family was there, and about 30 of her friends. I finally met the BF's, Taylah's James knew and wanted us all to admire the BEAUTIFUL $220 diamond earrings Taylah's brother had got her, i was like how do u even know that, or care?! i was suprised and very jealous. Oh and Kate's Nathan....omg, can you get a sweeter BF?! I dont think so! Jealous Louisa that night....

Kate and I went home around 12.30/1 and woke up at like 8am so we could go to the Retrostar sale. TBH if wasnt that great, it was just a whole lot of people, shuffling together to find a bargin. It was hot and stuffy and we could hardly breath. Still i found a jacket and a psycadelic dress =D Also got some new UV protected sunnies and some earrings =)
I slept all sunday, then went to our Christmas Staff Party. We went to the Blackburn, had dinner, then decided to go ROLLERSKATING =D ahhh so much fun =) Just for future reference, speed skaters are EVIL!!!!!! Scared me so much!
As fun as the staff party was, i was sad i didnt get to go to the christmas carols with the group. I havent been to any group things since catch up schoolies at Chris'. I do want to go, but other things take over....like mum needing me when she became the pirate lady =(

Anyway im looking forward to Christmas and seeing the big brother =) and discussing travel arrangments (oh and just to let you know, I GOT MY A's =D)
Til next time xoxo

I think it's the duty of the comedian to find out where the line is drawn and cross it deliberately - George Carlin

Ahhh well its the start of a new month. Summer at last, but to be honest i dont really care (im kinda cold atm, sad or what!) as i miss schoolies SO MUCH, it was an AWESOME week, there were contriversies, drunkeness, pain, emotional shit and just a whole lot of memories.
We went to Andrew's beach house in Point Lonsdale, it was 5 minutes from the beach, which was right next to the strip of shops! Such a great location! Anyway there were problems with Andrew's parents and the house (which was the reason we were kicked out at 11am) but that didnt effect our fun. I got pretty drunk the first night and went to bed early (which is like 12/1 btw) tuesday and wednesday, but on thursday, i stayed up, danced and listened to music til late. Everynight was D&M's, sharing awesome music and finally having 4am eggs before heading to bed.
Everyday basically we headed down to the beach, im pretty tanned, but i got burnt on sunday =S We also went fishing a few times (Chris and Adam more than any one, they are such good buddies now, im so happy for them =D) We only caught one fish, but we had to throw it back. Not sure what day, but Adam, Chris and I took the scenic root to the pier. We left around 10 and got soaked on the way there. I went to the IGA to buy a tarp, they didnt have them and the closest place that would was queenscliff, which was like an hour or more walk away. So i the manager offered me HUGE garbage bags, which the boys loved as it protected us from the harsh weather =P
Not sure what else to say, other than the musketeers are mad drinkers, my eye hurts (was in the boys room and was hit in the face *accidently* with a goon cask by Brenden), my cameras dead and I WANT TO GO BACK!!!!!!!! I miss everyone =(
Thats all for now, go see photos on facebook to view the awesomeness =D

Tradition is what you resort to when you don't have the time or the money to do it right - Kurt Herbert Alder

Ahhh OH MY GOD, well the English exam is over, and might i say i think i did an alright job =) I went in pretty confident, using most of the ideas Mr. Leask said in his lecture =D
Nick came over after some time well spent at Shoppo, and we had fun. I love time with him when its just the two of us, though when he tickles me....ahh -_-

Saturday was FUCKING HOT! I came out of work to walk straight into a heat wave, i was also wering dark colours, lets just say i changed VERY quickly when i got home!
I sunbaked for awhile which was nice, but i was SO freaking sleepy and i kept getting headaches and my stomach, so i napped for about 2 hrs, first uncomfortably on the longue chair, then in bed, but it was just too hot! Ahh gotta love Australia! When Toy Story was on the cool change came and it was like heaven =)
We only got one Trick or Treater group, which was a group of kids from across the road. Mum told them that what they were doing was highly dangerous as the don't know who we are and we don't know them! And the kid was like 'but we live over the road?', Mum's like 'So? I still don't know you. Now go home'. I just couldnt believe they were out in that heat (even for candy, but hey come on you can get candy anytime!) knocking on strangers door's for UNKNOWN CANDY (could be anything!) and NOT watching Toy Story, what kinda kids ARE they?! I was thoroughly disappointed! Is there no hope for todays youth?!

Well thats al for now, i should really pay attention to this movie, its The Bridge on the River Kwai, it's amazing and i HIGHLY reccomend it =D
Til next time xoxo

The best ideas come as jokes. Make your thinking as funny as possible - David M. Ogilvy

I had the nicest dream last night...well it was nice, but not so nice things happened it it.

I think i was on schoolies, but not.... anyway i was walking into the house and walked out then it blew up, i was not disrupted in anyway....interesting...anyway theres another part but im not too sure how it went down, i think there was some ninja action going on...=D

Anyway the end was me, Andrew, Cam and i think Chris... in Andrew's car, driving around trying to find this guy, anyway the place was along a cliff and the view was amazing (looked alot like this place in Bali....where monkeys lived...) We were driving around and next thing i know my phone vibrates and i ump awake. Adam called me to retrieve his brother's shorts.

So embaressing....Adam and Sam were there =S and i was in my daggy PJs =S they didnt seem to care though =S Hmmm

Anyway i also went to Mum's school (my old primary school) on Wednesday and it was SO nice seeing all my old teachers, and OMG Vincy, she is so SMALL, like shorter than Kathy Choi small =O It was so nice seeing her and talking to Mr. Sharp..=) Most of them didnt recognise me....twas ok, theyre all old now =P

Well thats all for now, its Dave's 21st tomorrow and everyones excited, Tash and i are maning the bar...=D the two underagers at the bar, nice =D

All my cousins and family friends will be there....will be nice.

Anyway thats all for now, im FREAKIING STARVING and waiting for Dad to bring me back some bread for breakfast....before i go though, last post i went a bit too far with what i said, seems to happen alot when i write (ahhh like my stupid exam stories, but thats another tale...) anyway just know i would have confronted you about blowing u off and not being friendly...but this all began when you blew me off and really hurt me. I missed what we once had. Anyway im sorry for what i said, but you really hurt me and i did my Louisa thing and got frustrated and mad. But schools over, so lets let it be....

Till next time xox

Knowledge is power, if you know it about the right person - Ethel Mumford

Well i havent posted in awhile, and as it was Validictory and my last days of highschool i thought a post was a must =)

Well Let me tell you about last day of classes.....the day's theme was Dress as the opposite sex or in your primary school uniform. I dressed as a boy (borrowing Adam's shorts) I wasn't a very well dressed boy, but still. It was a fun day, though i only had 2 classes. Lit was pretty boring, my frees were okay and History...well there were crossaints and mini apple pies, thats all ill say.

On Monday it was Muck up day! I dressed as Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds. Tash and I stayed at Ellen's for the night, and got dressed in the morning. She was Sailor Moon, i was so jealous and kinda regret now not being Sailor Jupitor (it would've been cool, but i did enjoy being Lucy) It was an okay day, Georgia and co. messed witht he toilets and fucked around as they would, muck up day nearly got cancelled because of them! It nearly got cancelled due to some of the boys throwing eggs in the corridors, i seriously dont understand why they would make that kinda destruction, like throwing stuff at each other is okay, but its pretty obvious that if they did something to the school, the whole year level would be blamed!

Tuesday brought on Year 12 breakfast, where i brought dad along. We got our Time capsules (omg mine was lame but i got a letter from both Tash and Rocky...hehe who know i was that good of friends with her...) and ate wonderful pastries =D

Year 12 Assembly was really good, the music was crap (except for Iopu and Kathy's song!) but when my name was called....good moment =)

Validictory! WOW! I got my hair done and it was AMAZING, the hair dresser curled everything butmy fringe! It was so PRETTY! The whole night was amazing, apart for one person trying to talk to me, but i blew them off. They should know by now that i really dont want to see them any more, and the fact that things they've done lately have annoyed the fucking shit out of me (and they must have known that who they were with would have made me mad, like come on!)

Anyway, Mum and Dad had a great night too, Dad went crazy taking pictures =) He tooks some nice ones! Anyway it was one of the best nights of my life! But OMG my feet! They were SO SORE, i stubbed my toe and work and the nail cracked or something like that, but i can't even tell, its so swollen now, luckily i can walk on it! Anyway its gonna be sore for ages, i can just tell!

Anyway now its time for study, im only going to talk to people on my mobile, on the phone or through facebook, unless its something REALLY fun and group involved!

Anyway thats, til next time xoxo

Sanity calms, but madness is more interesting - John Russell

Whoo this is my 100th post =D How exciting!

well not really as no one really ever reads these, or if they do they just do it in a stalker-ish way

and just read it but not comment.....=S hehe you know im talking about you.

Anyway today was the first day of Term 4, my last term of high school FOREVER!!!!! Ahhh how cool. It was a pretty boring day tbh.....english was okay, Mr. Leask talked us through the practise exam, psych sucked as usual, history was pretty boring and lit, well lets say we watched a movie and i was bored.....

Oh and also my Hoodie STILL hasent come. Emma said that she gave my address to the company and that it would have been delivered by now. She's going to call them and give them a piece of her mind. But if theyre not coming in the VERY soon, im gonna get the phone number and get mum to yell at them (she offered btw)

Well nothing much else to say, so heres a photo.

When a thing has been said and well, have no scruple. Take it and copy it - Anatole France

Ahhh so the holidays are nearly at an end....how sad.

All last week i had tafe, which was SUPER EXTREME. Andrew (ie duckface) asked me for sex which was lovely. Hopefully ill never see him OR Danelle again, airhead that she is -_-

Anyway Monday was Port Night and my oh my was it FUN. I dont really like port though....its too sweet and charred tasting =S But alas twas an epic night. Playing Truth or Dare outside.

Today was a pretty okay day, slept in again and then went shopping with mum. Bought my self a name plate bracelet, tis cute =D

At work today it was madly hectic, we already have christmas stuff in =S Its kinda more than Halloween which makes me not so miffed =P

Apart for the hectic happenings, there was one cutomer, a lady who bought white king and had a cigarette hanging out of her mouth, gumpily bought said white king, took it outside, came back into the centre then went to the bathroom. Her kid was running around wildly and i was worried she was getting high and he was just left alone. Oh but no, mean white king lady wasn't getting high, or maybe not as high as her husband (or boyfriend, who knows) He must have OD or something because they called management who called the ambos and for some reason the fire fighters...... This went on for around 1/2 to 1hr.....When they finally came out he was all red faced and had blood shot eyes. Well i know one thing im sure ill never do!

Anyway thats all for now....

If I were two-faced, would I be wearing this one? - Abraham Lincoln

Well it was a most busy weekend! Had work sat arvo for once, it was weird! Anyway worked slowly and met Dave's replacement Sarah (now theres 3 sarahs at work=S) She's really nice and quiet. She has a lovely smile though =)
Nick came over later that night and we had a really good time, we havent hung out like that in FOREVER, just me and him =) Andi messaged me and invited us out but mum said no =( not cool.....
Anyway i had work experience today, which was SO much fun! It was me and Lisa until 2 when Claire came in. Both are really nice and funny, Claire exspecially! I cant wait to go back next week, theres a wedding on and i get to watch =D

anyway thats all for the time being.... LOVE

If fifty million people say a foolish thing, it is still a foolish thing - Anatole France

FUBAR. Thats all i have to say.


Well not really, life is just topsy turvy atm, lost someone because they dont realise that they hurt me. Also ive been eating WAY too much, like for example, had a beer after schoo, with Adam, Chris and Dot right, then we went to Maccas where i had a cheese burger and the majority of my medium fries, then i came home n had like 10 snicker pods. An hour later i also ate a small pizza. I feel TOTALLY sick right now, no more food!
Well i got a B on my Psych Memory SAC (unexpected, but im happy) got an A on my Creative Response story thing for Lit, little disapointed, wanted an A+! I think i didn't get it because i didn't make the story as i wanted to, i would have written 10 or more pages if it was going to be how i wanted! Anyway doesn't really matter, its a REALLY good grade, but this year ive become so obsessed with my grades, i actually worry that i wont get over a B (unless its psych, thats the exception) Oh my average for Hospitality is an A =D

Well anyway thats enough for the time being, im studying ALL WEEKEND, im going to attempt to do most of my lit questions and finish my part of the group presentation =)
Until next time...

Examinations are formidable even to the best prepared, for the greatest fool may ask more than the wisest man can answer - Charles Caleb Colton

Well its been awhile, and let me tell you, things have changed in my life. For one i only have 6 weeks of school left =S scary and amazing all at once =D I worked out my muck up day costume, i will beLucy in the Sky with Diamonds =D
Anyway let me tell you about how schools going, im doing pretty well in all my subjects, bah psych, but come on like that was gonna improve (stillon a C average though so im not that bad, still wanna murder the subject though) Im basically on good terms with everyone, i talk you could say regulary with Cam now, yes it does freak me out, but we were friends once, (i still ignore him a lot though, but he deserves that) Brenden called me Lou the other week and talks and looks at me, it confused me at first, but i have to admitti missed him being my friend. Though for the exception of one person, i really like spending time with the group =) Oh and that one exception seriously hasent gotten the message, i ignore them and dont react to their stupid acts (not only to me, others as well, and they think the way i do!) and they still dont get it. Well anyway they kinda fucked our friendship up awhile ago, hurting my feelings, oh and also there are also other factors, INSANE ones, but yeah i dont care if this isn't fixed, im over trying.

Any on a positive note, pretty sure i got my work experience today, the ladys gonna call me tomorrow or thursday and hopefully say yes and to start right away =) otherwise i'll have to do it after my holiday classes =S
Oh and let me tell you, for my last two tafe assignments (and i mean last two, pretty sure i dont have to do any more til my holiday classes!=S) i got an A and an A+! =D yes i am awesome =)
Anyway Mums really excited about Dave's 21st which he didn't really want at first, but is now all for =) its basically all family and a couple of his friends. The infamous Troy will be there, hes a hot prevert (hows he a pervert i hear you ask? he implied he wanted sex from me! and no i would not, hes daves age! and anyway hes WAY too tall. oh and he kinda bullied Dave....they ok now though, since the Nick incident -_-)

Well thats all for now, i REALLY have to do this prac SAC for history, Mr. Ots looked kinda pissed at people today =S
til next time, remeber the word FUBAR

Speak when you are angry--and you will make the best speech you'll ever regret - Laurence J. Peter

Well its saturday, which meant last night was formal. It was such a good night! I had alot of fun. Everyone looked really good and some of those dresses, wow! But then there were the slutty, too tight, too short and all together bad dresses, lets just say ewww and leave it at that... =P

Well i had my hair done at 4.30, was there til 5.30, rushed home did my makeup, then rushed to Adams for pre-drinks. I got to ride in the Hummer (wholey fucking god that thing is HUGE and flys like a bird!) When we got to formal i was not all in one mind..... but i wasn't as bad as some people. The food was okay, better than last years but not great.... the DJ's SUCKED, they played some good songs but not enough good dance music....everyone kept repeating that they could be doing a better job. I went to Ellen's house after, where we upload photos then went straight to bed.

Today i did basically nothing, i lounged around, read twilight (mums reading the series and i wanted to read it...) and the napped for an hour. I upload all my pics to facebook and got like 3 comments so far....but like 50 tags, it annoys me alot when people tag my pics, its stupid, why tag and not comment, im cool if u tag and comment, but tagging alone no.

Anyway thats all here are some pics....

It is undesirable to believe a proposition when there is no ground whatsoever for supposing it is true - Bertrand Russell

Well it was the first day of school, and tbh it didnt last very long. It was VERY cold and i talked to everyone, but really it just went by so quickly (yes i did have the last two periods off but still...) Im happy to be back at school, gives me an excuse to socialise =) Though ive come to realise something, im really missing something i had last year which was DESTROYED this year (and i suppose partly last year....) I just miss how it used to be and the fun i used to have. This year its no fun at all, everyone has so many things on and no time for simple stupidness..... i bet ill be told otherwise, but to me i cant see it. Well for one thing im trying to regain some part of what i had last year, though if i can get the other that would be good, but AS IF thats going to happen..... optimisms not always good.

Well i still have a SHIT LOAD of psych work to do and all that history work to complete by friday =S Ive also agreed to handle the Limo service with Ellen, she gets the info, i make the calls..... i think ill like it that way, coz the i can refuse and get a lower price =D

Ok well thats all i guess, back to school then only 4 more months until its all over..... then in 6 months i wont be here but in marvelous europe, oh how far away it sweems, but really its oh so close.

Nothing is as simple as we hope it will be - Jim Horning

Well its thursday. I worked from 8.30 til 4, was on reg which meant on my feet all day... i LOVE being on reg so im not complaining, but being on your feet for 6 hours kinda puts some stress on your feet.
Well i realised today that i have seen NO ONE, of my friends that is, since last sunday. Im seeing Ellen, Rob and Kathy tomorrow to do our psych hw, but thats not going to be too fun. Well thats sad isn't it. Im looking forward to school though, and not only just to see everyone and get back to real life, but so it will end faster, im even more anxious for the end of the year, because i got a GAP book that Tash reccommended, and OMFG is it awesome! It has everything i could want/need in one book =) But yes, still no ones coming with me.... dont know what ill do there, but tbh im going with someone or not, i really just want someone there for a familiarity i suppose......

Well tomorrow im picking up my formal dress, i had to get it altered because it was a bit tight around the chest area =$. Also i got my formal AND validictory shoes from OP shops (both under $15!!!!) so im all set there, but now i just need a jacket..... i could use the same for both....but i dunno.

Also to let you know, im going to colour my hair a little red again, as i want a change (hairs a bit boring atm and at such an annoying length!)
Thats all....

In every work of genius we recognize our own rejected thoughts; they come back to us with a certain alienated majesty - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Holy fuck am i tired, tafe has drained nearly all my energy, my body cries for sleep.

Sadly it will not recieve it til maybe monday.... i have work at 8.30 tomorrow and am going out saturday night, to billboards with tash and the boys, so exciting im using someone elses ID =S=)

Anyway tafe was pretty good, my class is AWESOME! I love them so much, they're all so nice =)

Though Andrew is such a player, like today during our groupn pic he was feeling up my ass, twas pretty funny....such a sleaze =P

Anyway it wasn't that hard, though on the monday my table of 5 didnt show up so i still havent been a food waiter =S I was runner today (that means that i was the person who communicated between the kitchen and the dining room) It was really stressful and people fucked up a bit, but it went smoothly and Chef said i did a great job =) We got to eat most of the menu items after class too =D

Well other than that, im working 3 times next week unless they need me...... and i have to get my dress altered, wahooo, ima be poor til thursday as well =) Getting drunk tomorrow though (Y)

Taylah, Kate and me

There's no present. There's only the immediate future and the recent past - George Carlin

Sunday sunday sunday.... Well today was a pretty boring day... woke up round 11, made a tea and did some more of my tafe SAC. Finished it like 2hrs ago, its not 100% amazing, but i got it all out and with pictures =D
Anyway ill tell you about my pretty boring weekend. Mum and i went to northcote to get my tafe uniform, only go the pants because they didnt have the W.A logo jacket, so im off to the city tomorrow to get it. Hopefully someone will come with me =S
Anyway yeah so i bought her a coffee and we went to the little market there. I saw a bag that i absolutely LOVED, it was exactly the kind of bag i want atm (worn out brown leather =D) but it was $239, i dont even have that in my bank =( i was a tad sad.
Well i zonked out on the couch round 6 as i was awoken by dear Rob at 2am. To what he wanted to know is my business, i cant even remember half of what i said =S but yes that kept me awake until 5am, when i finally crashed.

Well this week is the last week of term 2, which means holidays next week =D I have a prac english exam on weds, which is Nick's birthday. Got his present today, im pretty sure he'll like it....... Nick's 18th is on friday and Liz's is on sunday (weird i know.... its 4hrs long too....parents) Though i cant really drink that much, as i have work saturday morning and holiday classes on monday -_- whoo.....
I cant wait for the holidays, i am just so over school. Im in the city monday to friday for the first week which is pretty cool, but im not sure what im going to do about lunch....
Well im off to get a glass of milk

I've done the calculation and your chances of winning the lottery are identical whether you play or not - Fran Lebowitz

Ahhhh well its friday again, and i have nothing to do all weekend, other than work tonight and buying my uniform for tafe on saturday. Whoo fun weekend......
Well lately ive been pretty on edge (and no not because of that) i get angry pretty easily, its my stupid short temper, its really shown itself this year. Anyway people keep getting on my nerves, one person in particular, even though i hardly talk to them. But that will solve it self out, i get to fix that -_-

Anyway im helping Andrew with schoolies, we've worked out basically all the details, but just need confirmingon some things..... everyone in the group is invited, which i know isnt the best thing, coz not everyone gets along with everyone else, but seriously this is the last time everyone will be together. I dont care if im angry at someone or theyre pissing me off, you just have to put up with it, otherwise schoolies will suck, and i dont think excess amounts of alcohol could take that away.... I just hope theres next to no bitching.

Change is good this time round

I dont care that one thing i thought was good in life ended (tbh i was thinking of breaking it off anyway, you dont not talk to me fore days on end and not expect me to get mad) Anyway im anything but upset..... i just got annoyed at all the things i have to fix and change -_-

Well friday was Jo's 18th, i had alot of fun =) i looked really nice tbh, and i felt good.... apart from this disgusting cough..... i might get some drugs for it.... havent decided....

Well i know there was something i wanted to do at that party and i kinda wish i had.... but im also happy i didnt.... well kinda.... =P hehe

Saturday i had work, we cleaned.... i hardly cleaned though, i was back up reg and i was going really slowly coz my gloves kept breaking =( i painted my nails pink, i wanted them green but i dont know where that polish is...=S

Anyway i have a history SAC tomorrow, which ima fail as i have no idea what to do, i might write down some quotes before bed =S oh and my lit essay is due and i left all my stuff at school..... so ima just tell her that and say ill do it monday night =S

Well masterchef is on, so til next time xoxo

Writing is the only profession where no one considers you ridiculous if you earn no money - Jules Renard

Wednesday..... lately i have not been enjoying this specific day, its just turned out to be a gloomy sad day.... though today i had a better afternoon. Still this day has kinda been sucky lately =(
Anyway in bed last night as i tired to fall asleep, i thought of the things that i love and hate right now, so i comprised this list:
LOVE

• Being in love
• Doing well at school in basically all my subjects
• Walking to school with Tash
• Little games with Adam
• Dancing to music in the bathroom
• Reading books again
• Lattes
• My formal dress
• Weekends
• PANCAKES
• COOKIES
• CHOCOLATE

HATE

• Immature people
• Being left out
• Loosing people
• Sore backs
• Head aches and colds
• Psychology
• Feeling ignored
• Stress
• Dave
• Having no one to talk to

Well there you go.... those are only a few things that i love and hate, couldn't tell or think of them all.... Anyway i cannot WAIT until friday, Jeremys coming over, im thinking DS and Transformers =D lol...... well i have a double free tomorrow morning, so ima sleep til 9.30 =D

The test of courage comes when we are in the minority. The test of tolerance comes when we are in the majority - Ralph W. Sockman

wop bop a looba and a wop bam boo............ im that bored, ive started speaking 50's. Yeah i am that cool =D
Well ill tell ya about my day, i woke up around 11ish, after having a majorly messed up dream......im not even going there..... then came down stairs made a tea and watched transformers, got showered and dressed then went ot IKEA with mum to get me a new bed, it is a pretty cool bed, though we didnt get the full thing, coz it would have cost a FORTUNE. Anyway i disassembled my old bed, and tided out my room, i still need more space.... my hanging up clothes need space majorly. Well its coming tomorrow, i shall be home to assemble it, then will go off the the chiro =D
Well that was my actual day, i wanted Jeremy here but he could alas not come =( wont get to see him till friday now =(
Anyway thats enough from me, im so totall bored i may go look at my english SAC thingy.....

I look at lots of people. That doesn't mean I want to get to know them

Well well well, its saturday night and what am i doing...... updating my blog on Dad's apple coz there's NOTHING on T.V -_-

Anyway i saw Fame today, it was really good! I was so impressed with Iopu's performance, i forgot just how wonderful he is =) Mum loves him to death too, like when i told her he got school captain it was like she was talking about her own child -_- Geeze that womans odd =P

Well Mum and Dad finally came home. God i missed them, it was more the fact that i hate living alone with Dave, he's absolutely DISGUSTING, I swear if he ever finds a girl i don't know if i should warn her and free her from him, or make him seem even better so she can take him away.....=S oh wait it might be a him, so change each her to her/him =P lol

Well work was okay today i did only a little cleaning, coz around 10/10.30 when little Hayley started cleaning i swapped with her to do mark downs with big Hayley. I think it was more because im shite at cleaning and i go slow...... Anyway i didn't reak of WD-40 when i got home, so i call that a plus =D lol

Well i really should attempt to practise some psych exams OR even try and practise some shite for my eng;ish SAC ..... hmmm which to do..... neither, sounds good =D

Mum and Dad got my formal dress made, its not bubbled but it looks beautiful still, its green not black at the ladies who made it wouldnt make it in black as then it wouldn't stand out, and the detail wouldnt be able to be seen....... so they made it in a dark green, its so beautiful. I LOVE it. Though its quite tight round my chest, um says a push-up bra should help, but i don't know....... it may or it might make it worse..... i may do that after this..... 

Anyway I am incred-a-bored so til next time

check ya later xoxo

Many fine books have been written in prison - Raoul Duke

Well well well, its wednesday.... and tbh i am more particulary bored tonight.... not really, im watching Fear and Loathing (crazy shit) and drinking a boags =D
School was extra boring today...... though i walked to and from school, like yesterday.... wait i have a feeling a caught the bus yesterday morning..... oh well, im going to walk to and from school thursday and friday if i can, friday i will, but maybe not thursday arvo, as i have chiro at 3.30 and work at 4.30, which means i have to rush home.....
ANYWAY i have to be at school by 8.30 tomorrow, as i have a psych prac exam, and you know what i left at home?! MY PSYCH BOOK -_- so not cool
Now i only have some note to read off.... i might not be too fucked =S
Anyway just to let you know i am no longer mad (i wasnt to begin with, more just annoyed....) at that person i was, remember the crypticness..... they hardly talk to me.... im not too bothered but i still want to be friends, but maybe its better this way, i dont think we'll ever get back what we had.... i suppose its because they've changed and so have i in a way........
Ok need to pay attention to movie now.... mum and dad are home in 2 DAYS =D

It is a mistake to think you can solve any major problems just with potatoes - Douglas Adams

Well its monday, and i am so fucking bored. Mum and Dad called and i told them how evil Daves is, Mum says not to cook for him any more, i agreed =D
Any way, back to my bordem (hence why im doing this. Also because no ones online, and Jeremys doing VERY important work) I find nowadays, im either bored or stressed, dont you just love year 12?! Hmmmm well im not too crash hot on it any more, its EVIL!!!!!!!
I did REALLY bad on my last psych SAC, but was VERY confident with the one we did recently, hopefully i got another B or B+ =) Anyway........ lits not very fun atm, im so over the Patron Saint of Eels, i get it.... im just so over studying it! We did the sac now lets do something NEW!!!!!
Blah blah blah im bored........ I down loaded Eminems new album, put it on the ipod, now i just have to listen to it =)
Going over to Adam's tomorrow after school, we haven't had time with just me and him in FOREVER, im excited, oh and there will be heinikin involved =D
ANYWAY, swine flu..... its scary.... i avoided telling Mum and Dad about it (more i forgt to mention it....) But hoepfully they're gonna be all fine, I MISS THEM TOO MUCH
Also suggestions on how to kill Dave, please add a comment.

People who throw kisses are hopelessly lazy - Bob Hope

Well its the end of the first week without mum and dad, and let me tell you... ive washed so many towels, i could cover two room's walls with them. Im serious, Dave has a serious problem.

I've also cleaned up the house SO MUCH. Im pretty sure i wont be allowed to go to Ben's party on friday, 1. no ride and 2. i'll have to clean the house, coz Dave wont do it, and mum doesnt deserve that =(

Anyway..... Jeremy didnt come over on friday, which made me sad.... and then extremly mad, as he went out anyway -_- but thats enough about that ive gotten over it, he knows what he did.

On saturday i had work and we're still fucking cleaning the store, we havent got to the heavy full of stock isles, and i am NOT looking forward to that! But yeah anyway..... It was Nat's going away party that night, i got a lift from Tash's parents, which was so nice! It was a great party, but sad at the same time, coz i like Nat, shes such a wonderful person, im going to miss her =(

Got pretty drunk, came home and passed out in bed.....and woke up to the sound of Dave being sick (Y) *rolls eyes*
Cleaned up the house, danced around, then Jeremy came over =)

I can't wait for mum and dad to get home, i miss them SO MUCH, im more just really over being mum, i dont know how she does it, but im going to try and help out more around the house now.

Anyway i need tea, so til next time kisses

To err is human; to forgive, infrequent - Franklin P. Adams

Well once again its thursday, and for the first time, i have beer hisscups, THEYRE SO ANNOYING. Wait wait i think theyre gone..... no, still here -_-
Anyway, had my Lit SAC today and i was one of the only people who were confident, everyone else was freaking out. I didn't get that really, but supposedly some people thought it was on friday.... where they got that i have no idea.... Anyway im glad it was today, as it was last period and i have another SAC tomorrow.
Well lately i've been in a better mood, but one thing keeps bugging me (well more like two, they involve people) This one person (or actually these two) are driving me up the wall! Everything they do pisses the hell out of me, i will try and not talk to them, as its pretty unfair on them, though they do deserve it, they keep copying everything (for the other person, i cant say, not even in a cryptic note as it will be to obvioius....)
Anyway tomorrow i have a SAC first off then a full day.... I'll be having coffee with people after school, which will be really nice, then im going to meet Jeremy in Boxhill and he's coming over to keep me complany while Dave goes out. I think i'll make chops =D
Anyway i really need to do some more revision for my Psych SAC and i think i need a tea, must get rid of these fucking hiccups.
love and kisses

We are the people our parents warned us about - Jimmy Buffett

Ahhhh its thursday again...... how wondeful. Not really, my day was pretty average, had period one off.... that was nice but i left breakfast late which ment i missed the good bus and caught the one from boxhill which makes me 5 or 10mins late to class =S I had psych so it was ok =)
History was.........well its a Mr. Ots class, so ill leave it at that -_- then Lit after lunch was okay, i was sitting by myself as i didnt know or remember room 41 got changed to 14. So i sat all alone and read over the work she set us which i already did..... though i did start making notes for the SAC =)

Umm let me tell you about my week so far.... Had chiro on monday, which was good. Got a fun bun after =D Umm tues went home early and slept instead of doing homework, watched Easy Rider (awesome movie btw!)
Weds was pretty awesome....... had period one and three off, which meant i only had psych and english. Then i met Jeremy after school, we had such a nice time, time went slow... it was good =)
Then i came home to pork filled house (yuck!) so i made scrambled eggs on toast with bacon =D

Ummm things at school, social wise.... theyre ok, i dont know but im trying. Anyway mum and dad were arguing abhout what clothes to take away before, it was kinda funny...... im kinda excited about them leaving, im going to have the house all to myself alot, which means LOUD MUSIC, also im allowed to go to Nat's going away party! AND i think Dave's going to let me have Jeremy over (Y) =D I'd see if i could go to his, but i dont think it'd be a good idea, just because id have to bus home and shit, or ask for rides (which tbh i hate doing, makes me feel guilty, like im using them *Martin in particular*) Anyway i always go to his, now it his turn to get to know my house =)

Anyway my lower backs still aching a bit so ima ice it again! My shoulders too, so til next time i feel like this (i.e when im bored)
Kisses

Bordem - an emotional state experienced during periods lacking activity or when individuals are uninterested in the activities presented to them

So let me tell you about my day, well it started off VERY COLD, then hot, then VERY COLD once again. Tea helped solve the coldness problem, but once Tash and I started walking it started to lightly poor, which made my hair go frizzy -_-
Anyway got to school, heard about the antics of my mates at Jacks party on saturday (so sad i missed that, stupid sickness) And headed off to lit. I sat next to Nat as i was in no mood to converse with people (also i wanted to get my work done, as i kinda neglected it....) I was in a pretty foul mood over something that had been brought to my attention. I understand why it was, but i was angry why it hadent been told to me straight out in the first place. Oh and also how im not the only one..... Anyway got kinda ignored in english, which is always fun, and we watched rebel without a cause...lets just say James Dean is the uber babe!
Sat near Liz, Chris and Jack at recess and had a good talk =P We found $5 ;)
Next Chris and i had a free, where we discussed said issue and he agreed with me on some points and helped me understand others more.... still i was a bit pissed off... im better now, as im 'trying', but i still dont see why i should, i dont see a difference......... anyway im not explaining here, if you know what im talking about i am going to try and please you, but know i was pissed...... talk to me if you want....
Had coffee after school, then went to the chiro, where he cracked my back and said i should keep icing it each day and it'll get better (Y)

Well im SO FUCKING BORED, theres nothing on TV and the person i wanted to talk to isn't online anymore.....-_- Well i will have to talk to them tomorrow. Oh and im probably going to buy some cookie dough, bake some cookies and be happy =D
Til next time........your bored and slightly pissed off friend.

Oh and P.S im being rejected by a certain someone ALOT and when they want me, im not going to be there..... ill leave it at that, because theres nothing left to be said ont hat subject. Know i dont care anymore

Speech is conveniently located midway between thought and action, where it often substitutes for both - John Andrew Holmes

Well its thursday, i was still in a slightly bad mood this morning, even though i did go to sleep smiling (Jeremy has that power) The day went slightly fast, Milla and I went to shoppo after school and had maccas aswell as buying mums mothers day gift. I got her a pair of slippers and some fancy bag (a gift bag that is, $9.95) Im pretty sure she'll love them, they're what she wants and like, i just hope they're ok, because i only think that! But im sure she'll love it because i gave it to her.....dont you just love mothers =)

Anyway i came home, got into a shirt and shorts and watched T.V til my chiro appoinment at 4.45, it was weird and funny all at once, i found everything Dr. Amin did funny. He's not much of a funny guy, he's really nice actually (and a total babe =P) But just what he got me to do, like first the way he instructed me to stand for my x-rays and then for the positions i had to make so he could adjust my back.... i couldnt stop laughing in one =P

Oh btw FYI i have an extremely fucked up neck, its straight not curved. He's going to fix it over time though, which is good. Im sort of sore right now, but i know its a good kinda of sore! As my muscles that havent been used before or the bones that have been in the same place for ages, have been moved. Ow........

Well tomorrow should be a really good day! I have period 1 and 4 off, and lit and history inbetween =D Then Jeremy's going to call and im going to his place to go to his friend Michael's party, im nervous and excited all at once =)

Anyway i have to write this review of Stranger than Fiction, so til next time...

Kisses

Education's purpose is to replace an empty mind with an open one - Malcolm Forbes

Well its wednesday, usually the afternoon i spend with my special guy, though today we were dragged to camberwell and back. Wasnt that much fun.
Also i was in a horrible mood as i did badly at my psych test, which was SO FUCKING HARD =(

Anyway this week has been kinda bad, i had work on monday, when i really didn't want to have it, then i spent the majority of tuesday doing my fucking hard hospitality assigment, only to find out its due friday -_- Im happy i nearly finished it, but still mi haven't finished it completely.......
Im just in a bad mood i suppose, and the fact im super stiff and a bit sore doesn't help, but im off to the chiro tomorrow which is good =)
Then off to Michael's party, where i meet all Jeremy's friends, im a little nervous..... but excited too i suppose. I guess im just worried they wont like me =S or ill embaress myself like i always seem to do...=S
And on saturday, i have work which is going to piss me off.... then i have to go get mum a present for mothers day -_- she wants slippers...... i can do that. Then Jack's party is that night. First party in weeks where i wont have Jeremy with me, it shall be weird! And ill probably have to explain why hes not there..... damn Jack saying no.

Anyway, im in a bit of a better mood now..... but i just want the week to be over.....

Single parents rarely stay single. Why do you think they invented happy hour?

Well its saturday again. This time last week, i was partying hard at Kates, having an awesome time =D Now im at home on the couch, watching the Da Vinchi code by myself. Theres no one on msn to talk to and i cbf calling anyone, as i dont know where anyone is =(

Anyway i went to Ry's 18th last night, which was awesome, i only maganged to embaresss my self twice (i think!) Ry liked his present of chocolates and i had like 5 beers =D and i think four of those were Classic Blonde Boags =D

Anyway at school on friday i did my english speech finally, 10mins exactly! I thought i was going fast, but i went just fine, it would have gone over otherwise =S But im so glad i did it, i was nervous because i didn't analys it much =(

Well im really bored....so back to facebook, movie and maybe a tea....

Kisses

If you look good and dress well, you don't need a purpose in life - Robert Pante

Ahhh i have to admitt i do love these days, when your inside watching a movie with a hot drink (for me its hot chocolate with hazelnut or a tea) Its been pooring for ages, i had to bring the still wet washing in too, which was lucky as my uniform was out there, i have work tonight, which means cleaning again! On friday, from 4.30 to 8.30 we cleaned non-stop, and tbh i didnt really do a good job =S i just couldnt be bothered.

Anyway let me tell you about my weekend, well it was pretty darn perfect, except for me feeling sick for nearly all of sunday and some of saturday. Anyway heres how it went:
Woke up uber ealy on sat, so mum could take me to the doctors, then we headed off the the shops the get the drugs and had a coffee. We then set off to Caufield Race Course for the Careers Expo, which was so GOOD! I found out so much info about my chosen career its not funny, i have so many fucking options, and i think im only looking at 1-2 yrs study! Which includes prac!
The one i actually have read and was talked to about, was a hotel school in NZ which sounded amazing, but im not too crash hot on it just because its not here, and i'd be away from everything. Though the thought of living in NZ sounds lovely =)
Around 5 we picked Jeremy up from Box Hill, ate dinner then headed off to Kate's 18th. It was an awesome party, didn't drink much, but drunk easily....weird, i think it was the atmosphere and the fact i ate one thing all day =S oh and plus dinner, but i didnt even finish that......
Everyone had a great time by the looks of it and Kate loved the present i gave her =)
At 11.30 Martin came to get us, we went back to Jems and slept (as i was SO tired!)
In the morning Jem and I helped Mary with Martin's birthday lunch, by setting the table. By this time i was finding it hard to walk, my stomach just hurt SO MUCH, extreme pain!
It was a great lunch, ahh Mary's cooking, oh my god, so good =D Anyway mum came to pick me up round 5, so when i got home i took a hot lavender filled bath, til about 6pm. Fixed the sickness instantly =)

It was a perfect weekend......

Progress isn't made by early risers. It's made by lazy men trying to find easier ways to do something - Robert Heinlein

Ahhh well it was the 2nd day of term 2, and my feet still fucking hurt soooo much, as my lovely new laced-up tbars dislike my feet.... Anyway there is next to nothing to say, except that Ms. Grahem raved about me in a email to mum, that made me happy =) and that Mr. Ots still adores me, even though my phone went off like 6 times in class today =P

Well for this blog ive decided to update you on thinds i like..... people, places, foods, drinks ect ect
Ok here ill start it..... Lately, well tbh not too lately but alot, ive been falling in love with iced coffee...yum iced coffee, im buying one before the date tomorrow from GOSH =D
I also re-found my love for starburst sucks, i fucking love those....specially the watermelon one, i remember last year i went through 3 a day for like 4 months....=D
I spend so much time with Dorothy nowadays, i feel so close to her, even if we dont know everything about one another, it doesnt matter, we're there for one another and thats what matters =)
Ah and my love for tea..... i remember when i was like 6ish, i got into it, used to have shit loads of sugar with it too, then i moved onto coffee til i was 10, then back to tea =D but now just straight with milk =P
Im still in love with taking photos, i ADORE my new camera, im so proud that i bought it with my own money =D Im using it at its first party this sat =D so exciting!!!!
Something else i love is my little games with Adam, sometimes it hurts, but all i do is laugh! Im so stupid at that, like the time Jeremy and Martin tackled me and Dot to the ground, and then swapped, so Martin ended up pinch-tickling me! Which hurt sooooo much! But i couldnt stop laughing! I seriously just laugh through pain. (for example, after the motercycle accident i was making jokes about my crippledness and when i fell down that time at breakfast, and split my scab open *sorry gross i know* just the way i landed and how it happened, all slow motion like, i seriously just pissed myself laughing, all the while the poor balinese staff were like WTF....=P
Theres soooo much more to say, but i cannot be bothered!
Til next time, kisses

And in the end, The love you take, Is equal to the love you make

Well its the end of the holidays, and let me tell you, this just went so fast! *freaks out a tad over her upcoming psych exam* I seriously cannot believe its already over! But im happy schools back again, as much as i enjoy holidays, i didnt go out every day and when i didnt i was SO BORED at home, nothing to do is boring, also i dislike working for long hours during weekdays....
Anyway i finally finished the Kite Runner, not a bad book, but i think ill survive if i never read it again.... Anyway i started my speech and seriously i don't know if ill finish it in time or not.... =S
Oh and my hospitality SAC is due on weds, and neither Jai or me have started it =S Im going over to his after school to finish it though, i mean actually do it.... we just have to extend the first the assignments and add pics n shit, shouldnt be too hard =P

Im glad its term 2, because that means winter uniform, which i prefer so much to summer, i dont hate my summer dress, but my winter uniform is just so much easier and nicer to wear, its more comfy, looks better and i like it better. Come on stockings!
Anyway enough about that im kinda bored atm, which is why i decided to do this....
Anyway til next time kisses...

Nobody got anywhere in the world by simply being content - Louis L'Amour

One thing i love about parties is what you get to know about the people from their friends, like as an example, last night Dave had a party at our house. His friends came, aswell as his douche bag tradie work mates (i hate them, they want to hook up with me and tell Dave that i talk to them online.... where that came from NO IDEA! They're creeps, and Troy, the one who is meanest to Dave, kept looking at me all night, EVEN though i was sitting on Jeremy's lap all night!) I had an actual conversation with Daves best friend Nick, he's a Beatles fan like me =D and wants me and Jem to come to his party in June, which i am so going to, must steal Beatle items....=P
Anyway i found out shit loads of stuff about Dave, one of which i will tell you.... he social smokes, like =0, did not see that coming! Anyway i was very suprised and im not sure if mum and dad know or not.....meh
Anyway Nick, Cali, Buck and Ali left around 10ish and the tradies stayed til 11. Jeremy and i ditched when Nick and co. did, as i didnt wanna stay around those roudy high douches..... -_-
Jem left around 10.30, so i had to watch football with mum and dad for awhile, til the douches left, and thank god they did, Dave bought one of those fire pot things (very cool and very warm!), and you know what they decided to do with it, put wine bottles and cans into it! Like come on, break it why dont you. Its ok now, we just found a nice glass rock.

Well its the end of the holidays, so i have work from 1pm today, then maybe going to Jem's house tomorrow, depends on wether i do some of my english speech or not..... yes thats right i havent started.... or finished the book =S
Anyway til next time, kisses

Some things have to be believed to be seen - Ralph Hodgson

You know what annoys me..... men beeping at you when your walking, anywhere. I know they're just alerting you to their thought of ur attractiveness and all that shit, but i dont enjoy being shocked by the sudden sound of a car honking at me. Unfortunetly i experienced this walking home, damn mini skirt (I know what your saying, thats what i get for wearing something short, but skirt, but i put it on to complete a look and you all know how i love to look nice. Also i need it to hear those sweet words...) Another thing i hate, darkness in my room. My light globe just exploded for no apparent reason, and when i asked mum where she got it, i was like why would u buy a Golo light globe, people rat through them AND half of them are broken (i am partially to blame for that, as while marking the price down in broke atleast 20 =S) So shes buying me a new one tomorrow, and not from Golo..... One more thing, i hate when people dont reply to texts, exspecially ones which require some form of a reply, i.e an ok or something, come on not that hard -_- work and other people do that alot to me.... so annoying...

Anyway ill tell you about my day, met Jeremy at 11am at Boxhill and had an iced coffee, then went to Eastland to see the Boat that Rocked with Dot. May i say it was AWESOME, the music OH MY GOD, its truely Louisa, i will buy that on DVD =D

Ummm not much else to say other than Jems coming over tomorrow, we're gonna do some homework (i know its silly, but we like to spend time with each other, no matter what we're doing =P) Must text him to see what time he's coming over.....
Til next time, kisses

Any fool can make a rule, and any fool will mind it - Henry David Thoreau

Ahhh its the day before Easter and people all over Blackburn North have decided that they hate the girl a the registers at Golo. First they steal all the baskets she collected to put her priced wool in, then get pissy when they dont get served enough and are angry about Golos low stock.

Like come on people, its Easter, not Christmas.....*rolls eyes*

Anyway my day was pretty boring, i worked my ass off, but i saw Ally and Tash which was nice, but everytime they showed up it was very busy, when they finally came in the store, i wasn't doing anything but replacing the bin bag.... damn holiday shoppers -_- I bought mum a Easter egg pack, as she doesn't usually get anything, i got it 50% off too, which was a bonus =)

Anyway Jem came over last nigth, for Daves Good Friday BBQ. Sadly no one but Jem and Dave's friend Nathan turned up, which made sense as he only organised it two days before. Jem and i watched movies all day, then he beat me at Monopoly, which was so not cool, thats my game! Bah......

Well Granny's coming over for Easter lunch, which was supposedly do every year..... did i miss something....? Anyway that shouldnt be so bad, as mum has prepared some awesome food and there will be alcohol involved =D I'll need it anyway, specially after what happened at Christmas.... god i love that woman *rolls eyes*

Anyway til nect time, kisses

Anything too stupid to be said is sung - Voltaire

Well its wednesday, one month since Jeremy and I started dating, sadly we did not spend the day together as we would have liked, as i unfortuenetly had work. We spent the majority of Yesterday together though...... Ill tell you about tuesday...

Woke up at like 7AM! Had Hot crossed buns =D then got ready to meet Dot and Adam for coffee in the city before he headed off to sale to see the Lovely Miss Lily =) We had coffee at some cool little place near flinders.... Dot and i left around 12.30, and headed off to the boys house, we watched RocknRolla, which was very good =) Then Dot had to go, so Jem and i went to Camerons house got a game then went to safeway and got stuff..... plus a watermelon lollipop, you know the starburst sucks that i FUCKING LOVE! I remember when i'd go through like 3 a day, omg addiction starting again! Yummm sugar rushes =D

Anyway work today was boing as! But when i was walking home a girl had a seizure right near me, i gave my mobile up to be used to call and ambulance, which wasn't needed because she woke up. My friend Sarah from work drove her home, which was very kind =)

Anyway heres some pics i took on my new awesome camera =D

Awesome hot chocolate, drank it too fast =(

Cold?

Finally its the holidays......

Yes finally, but it doesn't really feel like it...... its more like a long weekend.... though i worked 1 til 6 today, bah! Oh and let me tell you about todays generation of kids, they have no sense of decency! This little girl pinched my butt! I was like WTF!!!!! I asked her mother to control her kid, after telling the girl that was NOT right! And the mum just laughed, i was like BITCH!!!!!
Meh well i did craft for 3hrs today, which was crazy! But i was very impressed with my handy-work of fixing the pegs, it looks so good!!!

Ok, my week so far.... friday i had my Lit sac, stupid as question, but i got 3 pages out, quite an acomplishment if i say so myself =) as everyone else said they didnt get much out....
Sat i had work for ages, it never seemed to end! BAH
On sunday went to Jeremy's house, which was sooo much fun =) But OMG those boys, they takle eachother so much, its pretty funny, but gets annoying fast. They also takled me and Dot, omg pain!
Seeing Adam tomorrow, going to have coffee with him and Dot before he heads off to Sale =)
Then off to spend time with the boys.... i swear my life revolves around them now =P
Kisses xoxo

I need more sleep.................

Seriously, i havent had a good like 10hour sleep in like 3 months, basically since school started!
I've been so sleep deprived lately, probs coz of the whole 'My mother hates me' thing. Oh just to let you know we had a HUGE talk on sunday night, sorted it all out. Unfortunetly i started crying half wat through, but mum took no notice, so that was good. I agreed to alot of stuff that will make and my lifes easier at home and im not so sure about the grounding, as i told her i'd only have Jeremy over, and that would be on a weekend, as i understand they're going away right before exams! I dunno, i might be able to convince her, but he needs to come over more so she'll realise how nice he is...... =) i do have a biased view though =P

Anyway ummm not much has happened since then, schools VERY boring and im so over it, that fucking history SAC sucked balls! Bah it was crap and i did crap on it! I got a B+ on my english second SAC though, which was AWESOME!!!!! Im doing well at english this year, Ms. Minear didnt ruin me completely =P

Hung out with Jeremy and Cameron today (hes Jeremy's friend, who i guess is now also my friend, even though he throws chips at me), Dot and Martin were there for while but left, as did Adam who came for a talk...... Basically just watched Jeremy skate, he looks so cute when he stuffs up.... hehe =D

Mmmm not much else to say, other than did stocktake yesterday which was SO UBER BORING, but i got there at 4.30, we finished counting round 6ish, did some checking till like 6.30, had dinner till like 7.30, then worked til 8.30 when we were told we could go home.... so much for 11pm!

Anyway im off to print my uber easy tafe test i found =D
Kisses

You ain't nobody until you do what you want! - The Fonz

I love Fonzie, he was so cool and always knew the right things to say. In otherwords i LOVE Happy Days =)

Well ok let me tell you about my saturday. I got to work at 8.30 and Hayley was already there (thankgod! Because if i sat down and waited for her i would have fallen alseep) I counted the float with Haley (ie all the shops money =D) and then set up, she got me to collect all the loose items around the shop and put the into baskets, then for the net hour and a half me, Dylan, little Hayley and Tim returned the returns. Now that might sounds boring, which it was! But that wasn't the worst part of my day. Hayley then set us to finish the rest of the stock, which means finishing my tomato boxes, 200 cans to be put out =O GAH Wasn'y actually that bad, i just had to make room where they already were, and put the rest onto the over head =D
After we finished the stock and i went on my break, Hayley gave us; a bin, a broom, a dust pan and broom, a cushion in a plastic bag (because it was from the shop, and would be sold after, gross i know but who cares) and a basket to put any returns i found. For me she directed me to personal care and told me how to lift up the bottom shelf, so i could sweep underneath it. I was like okay...... -_- It was horrible! I got dust bunny look alikes all over my nice clean black pants! And sneezed ike 8 billion times! Anyway i got to pets and i was like half way down the shelving units and i unpack the bottom shelf and start sweeping, and what happens next a fucking black spider speedily crawls up my arm, i see scream, smack it off my arm and jump back.... into this woman.... Well she starts screaming at me... she swore a couple of times, making Hayley come running, Hayley attempted to calm her down and she just ended up walking away. Serious WTF, anyway i was red in the face as i had been spluttering sorrys for like the last five mins, Hayley said 'Try not to freak out so much time, it was probably freaked out because youd just destroyed its home'. She was right, so i went back to work, sitting further away from the shelves now though. I hate spiders.
Anyway finally 1pm came and i got those sweet words, you can go home now Louisa. =D
So went home did some homework an waited for Jeremy's call. Sadly the boy forgot to ask his parents if he could come over, so they said no. I understood as mine would have done the same thing, silly boy. So i basically spent the whole night talking with mum, whoo.....-_-
Actually wasn't that bad, was talked random shit, like old times =)

Anyway i have to go get ready now as im going to Jeremy's this afternoon, still have to do the washing up, coz i made pancakes.....they were awesome.
Kisses

Laugh and the world laughs with you, snore and you sleep alone - Anthony Burgess

I didn't have school today as it was aths day and i decided not to go, as i wanted to catch up on some study. I realised being home alone is pretty boring and that study gets uber boring after awhile!
Anyway i didn't do much otherwise, i had work at 4.30 and was on reg, so i didn't really have to do much..... Some asian lady and her kids majorly pissed me off, so i was all angry for like an hour! ZOMG wanted to murder her -_-
Ummm not much else to say, other than i had awesome pancakes for breakfast =D AND watched Kill Bill, i fucking love those films =) Makes me wanna watch Pulp Fiction again......

Well thats like all there is to say, other than work might be having stocktake next week, which i REALLY dont want to do, as i have sacs and shit to do during the week, hopefully they wont need all us casuals =S Hayley said if it is, that it'd be monday and weds 4 til 11pm i think she said, i was like no way am i doing that! I have school!

Anyway til next time, kisses

And so it goes on......

Well mums still avid about me being grounded while they're away. I am trying, seriously, like if theres an 18th i wanna go! Also i want Jeremy to come spend time with me, so i can relax and forget about the evilness which is year 12..... Anyway the last two days have been pretty boring, i ahd two periods yesterday, period 2 and 3... I saw next to no one, i left straight away and arrived late.... I went to Maccas with Chris, Erin and Matt, where i ate waaaaay too much and came home and slept for like 2hrs....not cool. Staff meeting went on forever and i got home orung 7.30, once again mum wasn't angry...-_-
Anyway i actually had a sorta full day today, i only had period 3 off, where i talked to Hannah McKenzie about some puzzeling issues. I feel at the moment i am so out of the loop with my group. It seems like im never at school and if i am, i dont really talk, im either distracted with thinking and planning or im trying to work..... I feel very antisocial =( Not cool i know....
Anyway today was pretty boring, it went pretty average speed, didnt feel long or short, it went quickly when i wanted and slow when i wanted.... Interesting i know....=P
After school i met up with Jeremy and talked to Carl and Dot for awhile, before they had to go.... Jeremy thought it'd be cool if we went to the old brick factory, so i was like, okay that might be fun...and interesting, Tash had been before and said it was cool, but creepy. Im like whoo -_-
We walked around for awhile, but mostly just talked and did bf/gf stuff =$ Anyway we kinda lost track of time, then had to get bread for mum, making us go to coles, as everything shuts around 5.30/6pm....(wtf seriously, people buy shit then! Specially after work =P)
So i got home around 7.30, mum didn't care, as i had sent texts explaining, but said that i can't do that when they're not away, and i said, what about having Jeremy over here on weekends, and mums like, not if your grounded.... not cool -_-
I kinda give up, we'll spend the majority of the holidays together.... it'll be okay...=( =S
ANYWAY, i need more money, im working thursday, friday and sat AND maybe sunday morning even though i made myself unavaliable on sundays..... no sure what they'll do about that...=P
Well thats all for now, im off maybe to watch a movie as its House Athletics tomorrow and i CBF going, as its going to be cold and i need to do some study, fucking test.....-_-
Might be going to visit Jeremy at school with Dot and Elissa though, no idea how or when thats happening, it'll be cool if it does, gets me outta the house and means i get to meet his friends =D
Til next time kisses xoxo

It is not a bad idea to get in the habit of writing down one's thoughts. It saves one having to bother anyone else with them - Isabel Colegate

Ahhh today was good =D
I had 2 periods, and for a monday thats fucking AWESOME (as we finish early anyway =P) Anyway Dot wasn't feeling so well so she came and had lunch with me at boxhill then came to mine, and we went to the park and talked. We discussed things i would have rather not told, buit it was nice to tell someone! As someone else knows anyway -_-. I had my hair cut at 3pm, and it looks awesome! Its bacially my old hair but shorter and a different fringe, i really like it =)
Anyway went to the op shop with Dot before and picked up 2 records, i basically picked them up for their fucking awesome covers, but the music sounds cool. They're; Bawdy Ballads, the guaranteed life of any adult party =P and Down Memory Lane, some really awesome ones on there like Danny Boy =D
Anyway Jeremy and Martin came and had coffee after my hair cut, and we had a nice time =) Gosh i <3 those boys, so funny! But so mean to me! Anyway, Dot got a cigarette roller, which is SO cool! And Jeremy rolled one =) So cute!
Anyway i got home n mum wasn't please but i made up a pretty good excuse if i may say so myself =D
Well thats all, oh except for the fact that i have a FUCKING HOSPITALITY TEST which i have no idea what to do for, i've got around 70 to 80% on the last two assignments so im going well but the fucking test shall be fucking hard as! =(
Til next time, Kisses =)

Ahh weekends.....

They have become basically a time for work, catching up on homework and seeinf Jeremy =)

This weekend i saw Jeremy both days and had work both days. Went to Jeremy's house and met his parents, theyre really nice. I also met his Nanna, shes so sweet! We talked classical music at dinner, it was awesome!

Today i had work then headed off the Dots, they didn't practise today, as Dot wasn't up for it and Carl didn't come.... Anyway we watched Slumdog Millionaire, which is a fucking awesome movie =) I got lifts there AND back which was freaking awesome =D Dave offered (yes he actually offered!) to drive me to Dots, i was quite impressed =) Then Martin gave me a lift home =D

Man i love sundays, and now i told work i can't work on sundays, so i get to sleep in =D

Anyway not much to tell (or that i will tell, my life will be kinda pointless to write about now, as i wont share much....) I feel like im drifting from my friends though, must do somethingabout that, or spend less time with Dot, which really is the last thing i'd ever do, i love her too much =D

She really is one of my best friends, she was there for me at a dark time, and made me all the better and she's given me a wonderful gift, and i don't know how to thank her for it.....=)

Anyway im off, but here's some pics of me and Jeremy, they're so cute! But of no enjoyment for anyone but me =D

Its all slightly okay.....

Well things have cooled off at home....... i think i freaked out a bit...=S anyway i've realised a plan, all i have to do is the angel child i once was and get on mum and dads good side and it should be okay =D Anyway.... not much else to say, other than i actually did talk to Dot and Jai about thinking of moving out, but i've decided that i couldn't do that..... i could but i realised i dont really have to, my reason was kinda stupid.....

ANYWAY, schools a bit better i got a fucking A on my lit sac =D Take that! That really improved my mood! Also mum and dad were impressed =D Which was a MAJOR plus!

Im doing better at school, i just find im very quiet in class, i like to fucus more in class, like today i was in full 'pay attention' mode and Adam and Emmett kept distracting me, by either drawing on me or nocking me about -_-, i got truly pissed, but still managed to get all my notes down =D win for Louisa i think =D

Umm not much more i want (or feel like i should) write about, so heres a photo from sunday of me and Jeremy =D

I like this boy too much =S

I don't understand..........

How did i go from being the golden girl, to this rebellious teen that my mother dislikes and feels the need to hate on?! She just told me that im grounded while they're away, i.e no friends over or going out, it goes 1. schoo, 2. work, 3. everything else, i get that, thats how it is (though some things over take work =P) but the thing is she thinks i dont have my priorities straight and ignored me when i asked how she knew that, getting the reply 'Im your mother, of course i know'. I dont understand how she cant have faith that im controlling my life and that i have a balance! She doesn't get that, if i don't spend a certain amount of time away from home i will go INSANE. When school started i didn't have someone to fall back on, to constantly tell me to keep going, i have that now..... i also have another group of friends who help me forget about school. She says she undestands this but thinks its distracting me, which it probably does every so often, but i do know that this is one of the MOST IMPORTANT years of my life, and that i really do need to focus, but if i focus and not socialise all year, i will actually fail, because i am a social person and rely on that to hekp me keep focussed! She doesn't get that, and the fact that lately i've made her feel like im usuing her (i.e telling her when things are happening instead of asking....and lifts ect..) AND breaking her fucking camera (even though that wasn't 100% my fault!) she hasn't had the best opinion of me, and i get that, but what i don't get is why she wont even try to see my point, she keeps going on about how when she was my age she blah blah blah, I always say, 'But mum its different now!', but she just ignores me! I dont know what to do!
I just dont want to see her any more, i hate living at home.... no no, i dont mind it, i just feel like shes making this year even harder but making all these rules and restrictions when finally im getting invited to the parties, have a boyfriend (oh and dont even get me started on that, she told me tonight, 'when i was your age and i had a boyfriend my mother told me to ditch him. And you know what i did?! Ditch him!' she basically told me to dump Jeremy!) and am finally living life how i like it to be! And when she goes away Daves going to be incharge of me! How am i going to survive?! Im not allowed any one over and if i do have someone over he'll just go blabbing to mum, he wont come pick me up either! Or he might but like once! I hate my life at the moment, really the only time i like it is when im with Jeremy, talking to Dot at school or out of school or just trying to pay attention in class.
I dont think she realises just how happy i am right now and how slightly destressed i am! I just dont understand why she never put this pressure on Dave? They never made him finish school, they never made him study or do his homework, really i can ever remember either of them telling him to do his homework! Its just so unfair! It makes me so angry and makes me cry! I just want this year to be OVER. Or to just not live at home any more! thing is thats really not an option, where would i live?! I have a feeling friends would say come live with me, but i couldn't do that! It could ruin the friendship and it would be so unfair on their parents, also theres work, i'd hate to not live close to work and have to get lifts there and back and always rely on people to help me..... i hate this so much. Oh mum used the 'If you dont like it, go live with Granny', like thats even a fucking option, yes its up the road, but i'd be under even more strict rules.
Life is so completly fucked up for me at the moment, when i have something so good going. I dont understand!

'..Hold me close and hold me fast
The magic spell you cast
This is la vie en rose
When you kiss me heaven sighs
And tho I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose
When you press me to your heart
Im in a world apart
A world where roses bloom
And when you speak...angels sing from above
Everyday words seem...to turn into love songs
Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be
La vie en rose..' by Louis Armstrong

I listened to that song when i got off the bus this afternoon, and all i could do was smile, it reminds me of someone very special to me =)

Anyway, its monday and school was boring, had Lit first and that was crap and boring, i was quite distracted and non-functioning =S Any period 2 came around and it was time for my sac, i went pretty good in my opinion =) I just babbled on and wrote a speech as my opinion piece =D
Funny thing though, Jeremy replied to my text halfway through the sac, so Dot was like coughing up a lung to cover it, so funny =P
Im pretty sure i aced my psych sac (if i dont ill cry) as i studied before hand and missed only 1 question which will probs give me a B+ or maybe and A if i get all the multiple choice right (which will be funny if i do =P)
Anyway went to Boxhill with Dot, hung out with Carl and Matt for awhile and did stuff, then i went home to do some homework, whoo!

Let me tell you something though, the woman i call mother is a crazy one, she's all mad at me yesterday and now she talks to me as if theres nothing wrong, or so it seems -_-...... i dont get her at all... But anyway, she told me im basically fucking grounded when they go away in May, which sucks balls! Im still going to go out, but probs only have Jeremy over. Ill for sure get in trouble after, as Dave will blab to mum and dad, but i cbf caring =P
Ummm not much else to write.... other than life is totally boring untill i talk to him, well not really, i adore my talks with Tash, Dot, Adam and Nick =) But nothing compares -_-
ANYWAY, hope this filled your bordem... kisses =P

Sunday....how did such a nice day turn into something so bad.....

Well today finally came, i went to work, did next to nothing for 4.5hrs and then went to Dot's house for band practise =) They sound sooo good, be jealous that you weren't there if you weren't =P We watched The Girl who leapt through time, which Carl and Jeremy partly RUINED! Evil boys make the worst jokes -_-....... I got laughed at alot for being with Jeremy, don't care love it theyre just jealous, and their on going jokes are getting kinda funny =P
Anyway somehow it was like 6pm and i was like shit mum wanted me home half an hour ago..... Neither Martin or Carl had enough gas to take me home so i had to call mum -_- She's furious about it, but seriously i have a pretty good exuse for wanting to spend time with these amazing people, i've come to realise that theyre sort of an escape, theyre so out of everything weird in my life (well cept Dot, but shes too awesome not to be =D) I know that doesn't sound the best, but i really like these guys theyre awesome, and Jeremy.....geeze *blush* seriously brightens my day, he says hi and i gleam..... i had a very dark summer and it kinda kept going (even though i thought i was happy.....) even when i felt happy, for no reason sometimes i'd cry..... weird i know!
And i suppose i made excuses and shit....bah. Anyway i know its been a short time but i really love spending time with them all, they're so kind and excepting, and i just love listening to them =D And the fact that everytime im with them i get to stand next to this guy im dating, is just an amazing added bonus =D Im really happy when im with them =)
Sadly though, everytime we're together i piss my mother off, like last sunday i stayed at Dot's till like what 10pm! I was like 'So? I dont have school tomorrow, whats the problem?' Well she hates it, what with me breaking her camera, annoying her to no end, making her feel like im using her and getting a boyfriend, she's decided that i shouldn't do this and that it will affect my school, thing is i dont think she actually understands how happy it is for me to get away from everything and how hard school is. Im really struggling with it all..... exspecially psych. Mrs. Thornton is a pretty shit teacher and the fact that EVERY fucking lesson she chooses those boys to read (they cant fucking read properly, they're slow and laugh thoughout it all! I swear i've learnt nothing, when the mid year exams come round and suddenly i fail, i know im going to drop it and pick up some other subject, can i do that?! Anyway i hate school right now, theres nothing good about it, its hard, stressful and the fact that all i feel like i do nowadays is sit there and think, isn't so cool!
Anyway, mothers now not talking to me, not like im trying to talk to her, i feel like i cant even tell her this coz she'll just interupt me and get mad.....oh and moving out isn't an option as i don't want to be living far from work...... i cant wait for the holidays to come....no wait i cant wait for this year to be over, so i can escape to Europe.......

Anyway theres my update for today, i had a really fun day, but my night was crap.......I hate crying so much...........
Til next time........

Punctuality is the virtue of the bored - Evelyn Waugh

Oh my saturday already....wow this week went fast, or so it seems, wednesday took for ever to come, thursday never seemed to end and friday should have lasted longer......
Anyway i havent bored you with my life since wednesday night....hmm well thursday was a VERY dark fucking day (not literly) I was so very distracted and everyone kept asking me if i was sad or about to cry, like wtf seriously do i look that sad when i think?? I got period 4 off which was nice, but i didn't do much homework.... went to work (4.30-7.30) Was for some weird reason on reg, even though Hayley had already been on it for 1/2 an hr.....so weird! Anyway when it came to closing time, the FUCKING door wouldn't shut! But luckily for us a man was able to fix it =) He was nice... Anyway manager Hayley counted my till and found it had an extra $29.75, meaning i'd either short changed someone or charged them for something i shouldn't have.... Well fuck me, i was still at work by 8.15, mum was SUPER mad and called Hayley some unmetionable names (as its not the first time i've been kept back for awhile, usually its because Hayley needs help counting or is taking it slow....i dont mind but it is annoying...) Anyway mum was already furious and this didn't help -_-
I was on the verge of tears so i just went to my room and went on msn.....homework forgotten..

Ahhh friday was actually very nice, i woke up around 6am, as i had tossed and turned all night, played solitare till 7am, then showered and got ready for school. There was an assembly so i had to go early even though i had p1 off..... Also not doing my study the night before wasn't a good idea..... and i didn't make my english cheat sheet so i did it p1 instead. Didn't do much for it though as Dot wanted to talk to me -_-, it was a good talk..... I like our talks we get things out...
Anyway had my practise psych sac, i didnt totally fail at the mutiple choice =D but the short answer questions, i sorta sucked! Anyway i was happy that ended because i didn't really pay attention...=$
Then it was 12pm finally and time for my FUCKING AWESOME LIT POEM!!!!!
If you weren't there too bad, as i cbf typing it up.....also it needs the pictures, i kinda stuffed up a bit while reading it (specailly as i kinda forgot to prepare for thie =S) but it was mainly my cold.... I got them to draw witches as the analysing part of the poem assessment, Ms. Grahem liked it and drew a cool witch on the board =) I got a healthy amount of loud claps at the end and sat and talked to Milla..... Liz and Brenden were sitting behind us and we were taking to them (I know right, we're actually talking every so often now =S) I coughed and Liz made the infamous comment about our joke (if you don't understand that too bad, or ask me even!?) And we laughed =D Adam destroyed Brendens rubber and threw them at me and him (as he was directly behind me) Finallu the fucking bell went! But unfortunetly i had my Year book meeting so i had to stay for lunch, everyone left as their english class had been cancelled =( Year book meeting went on all lunch...... i caught the bus though and cleaned the house.... yip

Anyway Jeremy met me at boxhill with Martin as he wanted to say hi, had a nice chat then we headed home. We spent like the whole night talking........ Mum dislikes that i too him up to my room (like we were gonna hang out downstairs when my room is this awesome!) And said im not to take boys up there any more *rolls eyes* At 10.30 Martin came and picked him up and i was alone again =(

Saturday.....had work at 8.30 did recovery for the majority of it -_- and was the back up reg operator.... work went pretty fast, but seriously i was more worried about going home to my pile of homework (which im avoiding right now =S) and the fact that it was FUCKING POORING with rain and that i had neither an umbrella OR a fucking jacket..... ahh stupid sunny morning *scowl* Its still coming down hard...... bah.....

Well there you go, i've got work tomorrow as well (9.30 til 1pm) then ill rush home change and head off to Dots with my cookies =)
Till next time, kisses.....

Ahhhhh no im sick =(

As much as i like that boy damn him giving me his cold -_- =P

Today i had my Lit sac, which compared the film to the play, i went a little off topic and talked about camera angles for a bit =S But i think i went ok..... Had enlish period 2 which SUCKED, english isn't fun any more..... damn Ms. Minear -_-
Anyway i had period 3 off, so Dot and i went to talk.... we had a good talk. Period four went fast but felt like a fucking life time.

Had my date with Jeremy this arvo. I was so excited n jumpy (fucking Nick kept messing my hair up this morning -_-) Dot waited with me for him and talked to her friend Andrew, next thing i knew there he was =) We went to Gloria Jeans and he gave me my present (a matching anklet to his =D)
It so weird how much we have in common and how much we get along, i really like this one =) We talked for ages....which was so nice as we havent had alone time since sunday (which wasn't really as Dot n Carl just left us alone finishing Ferris Bueller =S lol
He's coming over on friday and its so cute he's nervous about meeting my parents, so cute!

Anyway enough about him =P Life is too hard atm, but things are looking up.... i haven't smiled this much in ages and its lifted my mood so much =) I dont get annoyed as easily, even that annoyance from the other week has gone away, i just laugh at it now =)
Til next time, Kisses

Quietness, homework, distractions and me

Ahhh tuesdays.....i had a really bad sleep last night, i slept on the sitting room fall and fucking froze! Oh and at 7.30 when i got to mum to see if she'd get rid of the fucking huntsman, IT WASNT EVEN THERE! Spiders are so fucking evil -_-

Anyway i only had 2 periods today and got the morning off, though i woke up at the same time i usually do.... anyway i got to school with time to spare, where i was bombarded with questions about a certain boy.... I was distracted and quiet through both periods as i was in deep thought, everyone kept asking if i was upset (seriously do i look that sad when i think??) i said no n kept on going. I had to look at Mikey a couple of times today, i just scowled at him. Im still so pissed off, if he ever dares to talk to me again i will kick him in the balls -_-

It was the Bush Fire concert today, which Liz and Tash organized, it was awesome, Max and Jack played two songs, one by the black keys i think and their own song 'The Awesome Song' =P

I helped collect money and stayed for all lunch.

When i walked up to the bus stop, i had missed it and there wasn't another for 20mins, so i decided i'd walk half the way home, bad idea i missed another bus and ended up walking the whole way.....which wasn't bad as i missed my morning walk with Tash =(

Anyway now i finally did my English essay AND my tafe project! YAYAYAY

Also i get to see Jeremy tomorrow =) Mum and Dad 20 questioned me about him, so annoying....but i guess it had to happen *rolls eyes* But anyway stuf about him isn't for you, so =P

Alright im off, kisses

OH MY FUCKING GOD

wow two posts in one day =P
Anyway there is a fucking huntsman hanging on my curtain right where my head usually rest, in my bed. I just noticed it and ran outta my room like lightening. Fuck they're creepy -_-
Well anyway now im on the fucking floor in the sitting room, im even more made as i made my bed this arvo so its got that nice, unslept in feeling. WELL NOT ANY FUCKING MORE!!!!
Bah....... -_-

Anyway as i said before, my day was so totally boring, but my night turned out sooo much better =) Well you all should know now that Jeremy and I are dating =D He's just the sweetest, blah blah girly moment blah blah girly words n giggles.... there =D We really just clicked, amazing how that happens isn't it, you find connections with someone and next thing you know, they're all you can think about. He's making me re-fall in love with jazz, ahhh how i missed it. Swing Kids helped but i only saw that once, and yes i do have the soundtrack, but its just not the same =(
Im seeing him on wednesday =D So excited.......

Mmmm anyway....... as i am VERY uncomfortable right now and wanting my bed, im going to play some games online untill i become sleepy.
So til next time, kisses xox

Ahhh another sunny monday spent inside my prison....

The truth is rarely pure and never simple. - Oscar Wilde

I basically spent my whole entire day inside, either doing homework or cleaning a bit. Mum wouldn't let me go play cricket at Chris' house (which i was so excited about), which also meant i couldn't go to the movies =( So i did homework instead, and after 5hrs, a nap and about 3 teas, im still fucking going! I was interupted though, by facebook, texts =) and msn =S, yeah i wasn't very focused, thats probably the reason im still going..... Oh and on an even sadder note, im down to my last fucking doller! Im basically out of credit and a certain boy i really cant be bothered talking to has texted me like 5 times today (wasted credit much!)
Anyway im doing my lit essay, which is basically pure shit in a typed format =D, its probably the shittest thing i've ever written, but seriously im uber unfocused, its such a nice day and i was kept in my prison =( I did go out side for a bit to highlight more quotes, but much good that did, i needed sunnies and Adam till has my only intact pair -_-

Anyway i know your all anxious to hear about my most awesome sunday, but sadly i really dont want to tell, its really between me and the amazing people who were there (and one who left for like 3hrs to go to work =P) One thing you can know is that i am being bagged for my american accent (=O what? i know!) and that we watched shaun of the dead =D

Till next time, kisses =)