Ahhh fucking heat...........

It been SO HOT. Even at work today i was sweating! Though it wasn't that cool in Golo. I was on the register which was AWESOME! But i was really dehydrated and i had a nibble of a necterine for breakfast, which was a bad idea as mum blamed that and heat stroke for my sudden sickness. I had to leave work at 12, making me loose 3hrs pay! ='(
Anyway i came home after mum gave me the lecture about missing work and the money and how i'll get sacked if i do this again....i kinda just ignored her.....
Anyway i was thourghly sick after i got changed, then i read Elcipse (which is the 3rd book in the Twilight series for you less fortunate not to have read these magnificent books) I stupidly shut my eyes and fell asleep, in one of the worst positions EVER!!!!!!!!!!! Ahh killed me........

I've got work from 9 to 1 tomorrow, which i'll be fine for as i will stuff food down my throut.....
Then Bridgets party is at 7.30pm, which im really looking forward to as i got her some cute pink earrings =)

Anyway i hope you've stayed out of the heat, or at least kept cool in it! Its REALLY nice outside atm, im really thinking about sleeing out there, but i dunno....... nothing to sleep on.....
Till my next post, Louisa xoxoxo

sunshine and summer days..........

OH MY GOD! Wow it's hot! I'll admitt yesterday WAS hotter by far (as when Lily, Adam and I left shopping town the air was thick with heat!)
Anyway, as you might have guessed i went to shopping town with Lily and Adam yesterday, we had a great time. We sat in a cafe for like 2hrs and just talked and shared stories, it was awesome. I love Lily, shes so funny, pretty and way too nice! They're so cute with one another, its kinda sickly but they're so cute! Adam gave me some awesome cute presents from his trip, which i wont write about because it will make you too jealous =P
I went to the pool with Nick today, which was great. Nicks so mean though, he like hit and poked me all day.... it was funny though. We talked to Somer for awhile and let me tell you, its even more awkward in person. What we had was a one nighter and seriously i'd rather forget it, as i was slightly drunk and lonely i suppose.....mmm and slightly jealous.
Went back to Nicks house and watched Dude, where's my car?, which i've seen like 10 mins of before. Very funny movie! But i did snooze a bit in it..... =S
I liked that it was just me and Nick today, as we hardly ever just get me and him time, like someone else is ALWAYS there.... i dont mind but i miss just taling me and him, like on the bus and stuff.

Well i have work for the next 3 days and Bridgets 18th on saturday night. I miss school and can't wait to see Liz, Kate and Milla, i've missed them soooooo much! The girl talks i have with them is something i needed BAD these holidays.......
Much love Lou xoxox
p.s Nick if your reading this, comment bitch coz your bored eh! =P

Bubbly, vivacious and very happy. Must be on drugs - Jack Bunce

That statement there, Jack made sometime in 2008. I dont even remember why or what for, but i always look at it, where i drew a picture and quoted it in my sketch book, and smile. Jack is a bit more comfortable with me now and i do like talking to him more =)

Im so happy nowadays, its weird but so nice. I have the WORST sunburn on my chest, it looks soooo funny. I wont describe it as its a bit embaressing =S But im building up a nice, last minute tan =D

I've decided to stop telling people im in year 12, because i was told i really dont look old enough to be a year 12 a few time this week..... piss me off much. OH and then you get the annoying useless, i've heard it before, advice.... so annoying. On top of that i keep getting customers come up to me at work, asking me when Golos shutting down. I just want to yell 'WERE NOT FUCKING CLOSING DOWN!' I've repeated myself about a thousand times and each time with a slightly different response, now i just say that we're not and that i dont know anything else.
When Daniel (my boss) informed me of this, i got really scared. I thought 'what if i lost my job, could i get another one?' If i lost my job, spending money for the GAP trip would be cut down ALOT and i REALLY dont want that!

Well tomorrow im off to have lunch with Adam and the Lovely Miss Lily =) Im so excited!
I've missed him so much and this will give me a great chance to talk to her again, as i only just got around to adding her on msn =S
Also Adam, Nick and I are planning a beach trip for thursday, should be able to convince mum to take us as i havent been to the beach all holidays. One, because on the majority of the hot days, i was working or had a sprained arm and two, i was waaaaay too moppey to do anything.
Anyway thats over now. I really miss school and every one.
Till next time no picture but heres a quote for you.....
'....Duct tape is like the force. It has a light side and a dark side, it hold the world together...'

And so it finally hits...........

I've thought about it little over these summer holidays, but im just about to enter the biggest schooling year of my life. How scary is THAT! I know ill get through it, with the help of friends and teachers, but i was thinking, not moments ago, that all that could change in a drop of the hat. With the way my group will be this year, ill be quite impressed if they actually stay as one (ie all sitting together and all that shizzat) I hope they do, because as much as i may bust on her sometimes i do love Milla, and she will always have a place in my heart, and then theres Hannah who i always LOVE talking to. She always knows a way to make me smile, and even though shes sometimes annoyingly shy and quiet, thats one of the main reasons i love her, we can just sit there and be silent, look at one another, then start laughing for no reason. Ellen, i dont know if she'll sit with us as much, but who knows! I know ill have Adam and Nick by my side (hopefully Brenden wont ditch the group taking them with him)

Im still so confused as to how Brenden feels towards me. I know there are none of 'those feelings' anymore, and im over that, but i'd still like to know if he plans trying to talk to me or if its just going to awkward between us, until i get impatient and say something embaressing (which i would really rather avoid!) Im still not sure how i will react to being in his company again. I know ill be nervous, but the fact im going to have to see the person who broke my heart is a pretty hard thing. And i still cant decide how i feel about him, do i still count him as my friend? Or will i treat him how i treat Cam (ignoring him because i dont want to talk to him) Thats just something ill probably have to figure out in a space of like 10 seconds, when i get to school on monday =S. Luckily Tash and I will be walking to school, so we can have a long talk =)

Also know i will DIE, if Adam, Nick and Brenden ditch to do their own thing, yes ill have Liz, but i've learnt to have an audience. I know that sounds so conceited, but its just how i am an have learnt to be (or pretend to be, as said in my last post) I need those two boys. I never really realised how much i loved talking to Adam everyday, and now since he's been away i've really realised how much i needed him in this time of sadness and heart break. And Nick, he's been my friend since year 7, when i was basically rejected by the girls in my class and bullied. He was there for me in one of the hardest parts of my life. In a way we are like brother and sister, but the thing is i sometimes feel like i can tell him anything and everything (well not everything, but who do i tell that too =P) With out Nick or Adam i would feel completly LOST!

Apart from my worry of how my social status will go, im also stressing about this fucking English home work, which i truely do NOT understand. I remember the days when i was an ace in English and got like As all the time! But no, since coming into English, halfway through the year last year and then really not concentrating in class because Ms. Minear couldnt control the class really fucked me up.

But also im thinking of the amount of pressure thats put on me this year to succeed =(

Also theres work to balcance on top of all THAT lovely stress. I should be ok at work, i just have to learn to concentrate more and try harder, not just try and swing by......

ANYWAY.............i am quite enjoying The Catcher in the Rye, its quite a good read, even though i find the main character to be up himself! I like it alot, i understand now why Paul tells everyone to read it =) I still havet to find The Kite Runner which Mum bought at the 2007 2nd hand book sale, for her to read. I also still have the majority of my Lit books to start.....I decided i'd read the first 5 chapters of each and that would be sufficiant enough!

Oh on another note, my diet is horrible! I hardly eat anymore, for a few days i only at what mum prepared me and junkfood. Now its mostly, i miss breakfast (unless i have work then i have a jaffel *if i can get it down!* or toast) have a late lunch (or brunch if i actually eat at like 1 or 2) and then i have the dinner mum prepares for me. Im going to try and eat some proper food, but its just so hard, Iopu put it perfectly, im the original CBF girl......

That enough of my rant though, its a bit too hot up here.... xoxo

You cut my heart out, now watch it bleed.........

I thought up that one liner the other day, theres nothing behind it, nore is it pointed to any one (i know what your btw), i just thought it sounded like one of those amazing lyrics you hear. I know it'd go great in a song....... you can have it if you ask.

I realised something today, when i was walking home from work. I pretend alot, i feel like no one really knows the true me, as ive pretended and acted how i thought people wanted me to my whole life. I know what your going to say (or are yelling at the computer now *in my dreams =P*) that i shouldnt have to pretend and what was my reason for doing so!?

Well, as you may or may not know, i was never that popular as a child (or in the begining of high school!) and when i did get friends i created this fake confidence to make sure i kept them interested in me. With this fake confidence, over the years i've been able to crack lame jokes, be sarcastic, embaress myself every other moment and a number of other insane things.

Anyway i dont really see it as a problem, i just thought it was a little sad no one really knows how quiet, shy and how embaressed i get at every turn.

I found the forgotten photos from Chris Lavenders party back in july or early august? Not one of the best parties but one of the most memorable, there is one key moment that sticks out in my mind. Sadly i was told not to tell as it involves two people i care about (one im not so sure about any more *hint hint*) doing something they dont remember. Funniest thing EVER. And it looked funny too.

Anyway here are some photos from that night, as theres been a lack of photos over my last posts.....

This is me and how Adam does makeup.......... Then heres me and Adam, looking incredably happy might i add

Well today was not one of my best days, i woke up with a sore belly, which i thought was just me being hungry (which was 1/2 of it!) but also i had a splitting headache. So sadly i had to cancell my lunch with Issy, which i felt bad about, coz we we're gonna have a girls lunch =)
Anyway while i was resting, i watched The Pianist another war movie. Im really in love with them at the moment. I watched Saving Private Ryan the other day and fell in love. Its another amazing Speilberg film! I've seen The Pianist before, its such a sad movie, watch it if you can because its amazing, one of Adrien Brody's best films.
I've seen so many war films over my years and i dont really think the war we're involved in now is the same as it was back then. People respected the men who went to fight in the great wars, but i think since the Vietnamese war people have lost the love they once held for the brave men who go off to fight for war....

But enough about that. I just had a look on the William Agliss website to do some research on the course im going to follow after year 12 and nothing looked right so ill have to talk to the career advisor at tafe i suppose.....and im about to go look at over seas courses i could do.
But anyway at the moment im more looking at how much my gao year will cost and what visas i need........ i also have to make sure Nick understands what he agreed to.

tata xoxo

Through Fire and Flames

Well Daniel came today and had lunch with us. He gave me $100 for my birthday and reminded me about our deal.
In 2006 i told him i hoped to go on a gap year after year 12 and he said that if i got such an amount of grades that he would buy me a round world ticket.
Now i asked him again exactly what grades i have to get and he said, 2 A's atleast. 2 A's = a world round ticket and a eurail pass, one A = the world ticket. Im also allowed no C's only B's and A's, which im pretty confident i can do this year as i have a new study system which i found really helps! And has been reccomened for me.
Im so excited for this year and also sooooo nervous! But with im going to cope as much as i can, if i have like a party a weekend i'd be able to cope for sure, because ill probs have a free period during the week, which is 70 mins where i can do some extra study or my homework! And i shouldnt have ike a billions shifts because my boss said hes going to talk to us soon about our preformance over the last 3 months.... =S

Anyway about my mood, im so much better, i think i just needed that day to kinda cry it out and talking to Dot on the phone helped =) I kinda got over people asking me about it so i told them just to ask Brenden. Im 80% sure ill be okay with being around him at school and stuff, just because im fine now, but who knows..... I do still want him as my friend too.

Anyway im talking to my dear Adam who i miss so much! And when he gets back i get to have coffee with him AND the lovely miss Lily =D
Ummm picture, yes none today i put most on disks so i could free up some space, but ill double post next time, xoxo (lol gossip girl, im kinda getting addicted)

So here it is..................

He broke up with me, breaking my heart with it...........
He said that he cant handle it and that he needs to be by himself for awhile as hes not the happiest person. I understand and all, but i cant help but be heart broken, i gave him my everything............
All i can do is cry and get over him i suppose, its really bad though because i have work from 4 til 6 and my brother Daniel is probably coming tonight or tomorrow, which means he'd want to go kill Brenden.............

He says he still wants to be friends, which really i think i could handle, but not now..........
No picture today............i cant be bothered

Well there you have it................

I figured out why i've been so moody/depressed lately. Its was my fucking birth control pills!

Levlen ED says;

Possible side effects:

........Depressive mood/mood changes

I've been confused for how long? Oh this has helped though, hopefully this side effect goes away. Probably will when school starts, but who knows.

Atleast that question was solved. Anyway im going to meet Brenden today at 12pm. Im nervous and happy all at the same time. Yes i've missed him sooooo much, but im still upset he forgot my birthday. I texted him and told him we needed to talk and he agreed. I dont know.

Anyway mum bought me some awesome Beatles fabric, which looks so psychedelic. And we also got some black Tulle to go underneath, which means its going to be poofy like a tutu =P

Its going to look so cool! and pretty =)

Anyway Adam comes home on the 26th and i plan to organise a party for him. Man i've missed him so much, i never really comprehended how much i need him. He can say some random nonsense thing to me and it changes my mood completely. I really needed him, but it wasn't his fault he wasn't home, i just cant wait until he gets home =)

Anyway im watching Donnie Darko, as i for some reason needed to watch it and also i really cbf sleeping as im not tired. So heres your photo..............

This is me and Pirate Pete at Disney Land, best fucking day of the whole trip! I'd live there if i could! But sadly my camera died halfway through the day as dad gave me the wrong charger =(

Ahhhh my 17th Birthday............

Well it started out with me waking up on the floor next to Nicks couch where he was quietly sleeping away the morning...... I had a very uncofortable night sleep in that evil thing called a sleeping bag, let it be known i dont mind them when they zip open into a sheet or have a person named Brenden in the =P, but mines super thin and doesnt unzip =( Also Nicks puppy Buster just loves to chew on me....... oh the pain....

Anyway mum came at 11am to pick me up, making me feel bad for not helping clean up, but both Max and Nick were still snoozing and Jack (the early riser he is) was quietlu reading his book. Mum had to get some veggies for the roast (let it be known im not a huge fan of roasts and never have been,and for my birthday dinner it wasn't really what i wanted....)

Got home, showered and received my first gift for the day. Mum and Dad gave me a $30 recharge and 2 charms for my charm bracelet. Dave got me nothing, but gave me $5 for the poptarts he ate/stole......

Got a call from Daniel which was great.....oh how i've missed him and he'll be in town monday or tuesday, cant wait to see him....=)

Anyway i had an extremely boring day, i was so bored i did my Psychology homework...........

I labelled most of my books and basically moped all day, my parents made fun of my non-communitive state during dinner...............i thought this was over but i suppose you can never have your way even on your birthday.

Oh and the fact Brenden hasent made any contact since that thursday hasent helped.......i did says that we'd talk when he got back but a text on my birthday would be nice! But its only 9pm so i suppose he still has an hour or two...........still it makes me even sadder..........

Well im watching the M*A*S*H season 2 DVD with mum so heres your photo for today.......that was taken earlier this morning i think when the boys and i were having a sort of deep and meaningful........

Just something i wanted t share..............

This reminds me of some of my friends and the one i love...........

Traditions are group efforts to keep the unexpected from happening - Barbara Tober

'...I was dancing when I was twelve

I was dancing when I was aaah

I danced myself right out the womb

Is it strange to dance so soon

I danced myself right out the womb

I was dancing when I was eight

Is it strange to dance so late

I danced myself into the tomb

Is it strange to dance so soon

I danced myself into the tomb

Is it wrong to understand

The fear that dwells inside a man

What's it like to be a loon

I liken it to a balloon

I danced myself out of the womb

Is it strange to dance so soon

I danced myself into the tomb

But when again once more

I danced myself out of the womb

Is it strange to dance so soon

I danced myself out of the womb...' Cosmic Dancer by T.Rex

That has to be one of my favorite songs. Its from the begining of Billy Elliot (a brilliant film!), where Billys jumping on his bed..........such a great start and something the viewer will always remember about the film. If you have the chance please listen to that song its amazing!

Anyway got my semi cast off, but my arm is still healing...... i cant fully straighten it but atleast now its slightly functional.

Went to Dorothys house on monday night and had so much fun! We had these delicious chicken balls with mayonnaise dipping sauce, yummers! We also had pizza from Dominos, not my first choice but still good =)

We went out onto the street and took tons of photos (which i must steal from Dot and Emma!)

I looked very silly with my semi cast on, but i was still included in the shots =P

After that eventful night and morning i've been VERY bored, there has been nothing to do at my house....i played my DS but my guy keeps dying, sucks so much. Also i found my homework but OMG the english, theres a whole freaking booklet (im not sure what to do with it!? read it maybe?) and then theres a sheet, i've got to read both books and make journal entries on them, like wtf! My psychology homework will be so easy, all i have to do is definitions and read a chapter or two, so simple! Anyway i really should start my lit books, but i cant be bothered they dont sound appealing! Anyway my plan is to read the first two chapters of each book so i have a sort of knowledge about them, but with the english books i will actually have to read them =(

Anyway im starving as all ive had to eat today has a been 2 mini pizzas that mum made for lunch (brunch for me =P) So im off to heat up a mini pie or make a sandwich =)

Heres your photo for this post, stolen from Dots facebook =P

Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence

Alright first off Nick came over yesterday so he could come to Jarrons going away party with me, also so he could help me withmy DS game (which he did) So we hung out and killed a spider in my room. Got bit bored of that so we went to the park, had a good chat and then went to play on the seesore. Well as Nick is heavier AND stonger than me he got a bit carried away and bounced me off, causing me to fall and sprain my arm........ sadly i wasnt up to going out so Nick and i stayed home and watched movies.

Oh also on my mood, so much better, i havent felt sad in awhile (not long i know but still) i think the pain distracted me.....

I also cant really work for a week , which SUCKS coz i need money so i can buy Mum a bday gift.

Anyway im watching By any means with Charlie Borman (so good!) But heres two pics of me and Nick at the park......

'....Dreamer, you know you are a dreamer

Well can you put your hands in your head, oh no!

I said dreamer, you're nothing but a dreamer

Well can you put your hands in your head, oh no!

I said "Far out, - What a day, a year, a laugh it is!"

You know, - Well you know you had it comin' to you,

Now there's not a lot I can do

Dreamer, you stupid little dreamer;

So now you put your head in your hands, oh no!

I said "Far out, - What a day, a year, a laugh it is!"

You know, - Well you know you had it comin' to you,

Now there's not a lot I can do.

Well work it out someday

If I could see something

You can see anything you want boy

If I could be someone-You can be anyone, celebrate boy.

If I could do something-Well you can do something,

If I could do anything-Well can you do something out of this world?

Take a dream on a Sunday

Take a life, take a holiday

Take a lie, take a dreamer

dream, dream, dream, dream, dream along...

Dreamer, you know you are a dreamer

Well can you put your hands in your head, oh no!

I said dreamer, you're nothing but a dreamer

Well can you put your hands in your head, oh no!

OH NO!....' Dreamer by Supertramp

Awesome song. I first heard it coming back from a funeral. Weird because i wasnt that sad at the funeral, but mum and i more went out of respect of our former friend. Neither of us had sproken to her for years. Still it really fixed the day, also that was when i was upset because Cam wasnt talking to me and supposedly telling everyone that he was going to dump me! BTW he didnt, i had to ask him to talk to me and then i had to ask if he wanred to break up! I hated him for that, so lame. But now i really dont care if he exists or not. Also the fact that he tells every one, even people who dont really know him, that he wants to have sex with my friend Kate, well thats another thing all together! Who that fuck does that?! I dont think he actually would do it, but still i really dont understand why Camilla and Hannah still talk to him!? But anyway thats just me being confused about why people do what they do.

Today i went to Greensbrough with Tash and Ally so we could buy stuff from the Op Shop Savers, there was tons of stuff there. I bought two belts, bangles, a mans suit vest and pink chucks! Very cool! Also i bought a Spiderman watch from the Asian shop up the road.

I had a great day with them =)

I've known both of them since the start of year seven when Tash came up to me on the bus. We were instant friends, through Tash i met Ally who i love equally.

Its still weird, my mood is like a rollercoster, im happy one moment (eg when im with people) then the next im down and mopey and earlier felt like i needed to cry (eg when im by myself). Is it because im lonely or that im going through a faze.......who knows! Im trying to fix it though, by thinking good thoughts, listening to happy music, watching funny programs and movies and talking to my friends. Hopefully this doesnt last because its getting to me.

But i have great friends who are trying to help =)

Oh and heres a pic of me and Ally at Savers;

'......When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me,

speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me,

speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.

Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree,

there will be an answer, let it be.

For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see,

there will be an answer. let it be.

Let it be, let it be, .....

And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light,

that shines on me, shine until tomorrow, let it be.

I wake up to the sound of music, mother

Mary comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be, ..... ' Let it Be by the Beatles

I hardly listen to that song but i like it.

Anyway i went to the city with Nick, Max and Jack today. Brenden was supposed to come, but he didnt check his phone till today and well im really not wanting to talk about it.

We had a great day! I bought a large Pam Am bag, Pop Tarts and a badge. Awesome buys =)

Nick had like 3 slurpees (probably less but he wanted more) and was on a super sugar high, so now he is known as the 7/11 Whore. We got free juices too which was awesome!

Its so weird, i was like on highs and lows all day. I've been like that for awhile. Im not sure why this is. I know im kinda upset with Brenden but i can easily get over that as its nothing to get upset over. I dont know.............

Ok well heres your photo for this post

'......I never give you my number

I only give you my situation

and in the middle of investigation

I break down........' - You Never Give Me Your Money by The Beatles

I adore that song and it helps me cope sometimes, as on a sunny day i listen to Good Vibrations. Its the perfect theme song for a day like that =)

Well my day was anything but a Good Vibration day. I woke up frustrated and upset, and it was early. So and so didnt text me back (and still hasent!) so i was grumpy until i watched the Boosh. After mum suggested we go to River because there is a sale going on. Sadly we found nothing, but went to cotton on and hole proof where i got some stuff =)

These new clothes gave me a weird happiness, they up lifted my mood......also the fact i got to talk to Adam helped too. Gave me some Adam advice, then i helped him with his current problem.

I cut myself twice at work, how i dont know! I hate work cuts, theyre so mysterious and the last bad one i had looked like a self harm mark! Damn random cuts!

Anyway im still mopey, i have been since Boxing Day, but im not sure why i still am. I know why i am like this partly but thats only a small fraction and shouldnt really be effecting me.......still i hope i get out of it soon as its starting to get to me ='(

What luck for rulers that men do not think. - Adolf Hitler

Well i went to shoppo today, so i caught the bus to meet with Liz right and Mr. Weird Junkmail stealer man comes up and talks to me. I was half listening because he was freaking me out a bit and he says "So how old are you?", so im like 16, 17 soon. "Holy shit, 16. You look like your 20!", i was like wtf! Then he went to say he was gonna ask me out, i immediately thought ewwwwwwwwwwwww! I couldnt wait to get to Boxhill, and it seemed to take forever to get there!

Anyway i had a lovely time with Liz, bought Tash another piece for her bday present and a new pencil case! Also The Lost Boys and The Mighty Boosh season 1. Total yayness =D

Im thinking from now on i will try and post a picture each day, even if i dont write anything (as my life is anything but interesting atm!) So here it goes;

This was taken at Adams Party a few weeks before Christmas on a great day for me. It was an AWESOME night, sadly i had a 8hr shift the next day.....so hungover! Very funny though!

Funny things

First heres a recipe for two-and-a-half minute microwave chocolate cake
Ingredients:2 T (tablespoon) butter3 T sugar2 T cocoa (Nesquik would do if you didn't have any)2 T plain flour1 egg1/8 t (teaspoon) baking powder.
Tools:A Tupperware or similar plastic container with a lid. A left over plastic container from Chinese takeaway isn't advisable.Spoons (for mixing and measuring).
Directions:Melt the butter in the plastic container (about 1 min. or so in the microwave).Then add (in this order)- the sugar, egg, cocoa, flour and baking powder.Place the lid on the container but don't close it.Microwave for two minutes and thirty seconds and remove immediately.
The cake is best eaten hot and you can double the recipe easily if you've had a rough day :)

Secondly i find that i get super frustrated while playing super mario on my DS, i start yelling out swears like a sailor and do a happy dance when i get through to the little flag or beat the evil dude!

Thirdly the happiness caused by sugar and/or alcohol and the laughter it brings. m&ms made me giggle hard last night!

Anyway thats my blog, tiddle pop xoxoxo

Everyone loves a good bit of gossip

Now im a high lover of gossip, everyone loves it and loves to share and hear some. Today i find out my brother has a mysterious gf my grandparents have met and approved, i really want to meet her, fall in love and call her my sister =) she lives in Melbourne too =D so its gotta be great!
Also my cousins tell my immediate family NOTHING, my cousin Fiona was head girl in 2007 and we just found out! We used to be so close but as we didnt go to Angelsea this year, i think we've all become less close =(

Im off shopping with mum tomorrow and im shouting her a coffee so we get to talk more, i love chatting with her sometimes, because we're usually on the same wave length and can communicate well, other times not so much =P
Off to find a copy of new moon the sequal to twilight too as i really want to, i should put it off and read my lit books but i totally cbf as i dont want to read them......
Anyway ta ta, xoxo

P.S for my one reader Dot, I LOVE YOU!

Love?

Life is quite sad when you look at your phone see there are no text messages and think "awww im not loved", i know its stupid but thats what i think. Once upon a time, i was running low on credit from recieving so many texts a day (ahh text conversations, how i love them).
But sadly it seems like im not loved like THAT any more.

Anyway, away from my sad rant, work was boring today, relayed the tubs and some shelfs which sucked, but was an awesome time waster or easyness =P
I got home watched half of Magical Mystery Tour, then fell asleep on the couch (waking up at 7.30 after crashing at like 11 does that to you). Also as i have work at 1pm tomorrow, i miss going to see Nanna and Granddad, getting a free lunch and some awesome time with my DS =(
But atleast i get the house to myself for like 2hrs............woohoo.........

Anyway im off to sneak a beer and release some energy..........
tata