I thought up that one liner the other day, theres nothing behind it, nore is it pointed to any one (i know what your btw), i just thought it sounded like one of those amazing lyrics you hear. I know it'd go great in a song....... you can have it if you ask.
I realised something today, when i was walking home from work. I pretend alot, i feel like no one really knows the true me, as ive pretended and acted how i thought people wanted me to my whole life. I know what your going to say (or are yelling at the computer now *in my dreams =P*) that i shouldnt have to pretend and what was my reason for doing so!?
Well, as you may or may not know, i was never that popular as a child (or in the begining of high school!) and when i did get friends i created this fake confidence to make sure i kept them interested in me. With this fake confidence, over the years i've been able to crack lame jokes, be sarcastic, embaress myself every other moment and a number of other insane things.
Anyway i dont really see it as a problem, i just thought it was a little sad no one really knows how quiet, shy and how embaressed i get at every turn.
I found the forgotten photos from Chris Lavenders party back in july or early august? Not one of the best parties but one of the most memorable, there is one key moment that sticks out in my mind. Sadly i was told not to tell as it involves two people i care about (one im not so sure about any more *hint hint*) doing something they dont remember. Funniest thing EVER. And it looked funny too.
Anyway here are some photos from that night, as theres been a lack of photos over my last posts.....
This is me and how Adam does makeup.......... Then heres me and Adam, looking incredably happy might i add
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