Why?

Im now even sure why, but its the way i feel and as i've said 'It's eating me inside'. For those who dont know, too bad you can't know this one detail (as i have no idea who reads this.....) Something shall be done tomorrow. but i have no idea what will happen and im so nervous! I shouldn't be as i can just forget about it I suppose, but everything about this idea just sounds and feels so perfect.

Anyway enough of that, i know officially HATE learning about the brain and have become too confident. its kinda scary how good i am at pretending =D

Oh and this is for Adam, as i forgot him.... which for me is a hard thing to do because he's just one of those people you can't help but not love! He's one of the sweetest, most kind and gentle people i know. He's one of the only guys i know who opens doors for you, gives you his seat and all those other gentleman-ly things. I hate when he's mad or upset, so i try and make him smile (by either poing/tickling or just grinning at him for long periods of time =P) I really don't know what i'd do with Adam, he's just someone i can trust completely. We have weird conversations, they're half serious half insane..... but i wouldn't give that up for the world =) Adam's like Nick, he's my best friend and will forever have a place in my heart.

And here's his picture.....